Hi there I am new to this and trying to find pople to help me

Welcome, I think you've come to the right place.  You'll find the members very supportive and knowledgable.  Take a look through the forum for posts relating to your questions to get some ideas of how to verbalize what you're feeling and maybe find some friends on a similar path.  Good luck on your journey, I hope we can help. 

Welcome to Susan's Place. As you seem to identify as a cross dresser, don't limit yourself to the crossdresser forums. If you have appearance issues, the transsexual area is a good place to go and we offer help regardless of how you identify. Because you didn't specify the time of help you need, you may also have questions about yourself or why you feel the way you do. Feel free to post questions like that on this thread and I will answer your questions if I can. I will be notified of post you make to this tread and I try to clean my list up each day so you should receive a response in less than a day. Sometimes in only a few minutes.

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Welcome Jennfacer, this a a great place to meet people and be a resource for you.  I know I've learned a lot about myself through talking with others so I hope you are able to too.