Sort of what iKate said. Over the years when people would ask what I want for christmas , birthday etc. would always reply "peace of mind". That always resulted in perplexed looks. Since I've started therapy I have the glimmer of hope that I might actually find it some day. Can always buy a new dress, got a closet full already. Inner peace has been way more elusive.Merry christmas to all and I hope you all find your peace.