Steven, i spend a lot of time alone as well if that is what you mean, and i like being alone, i like storms inside and out, everything about them i love....
and most people can relate in liking real emotional music and songs.....
and i love winter but i just love it better when it rains, rain is a good thing to many people including myself.
I dont connect with people well for people dont even want to know me for i always appear everywhere as a jerk,
its simply a mask to hide by.....
but i also know almost everybody lives under this mask....
i guess in a way i wish i could fall down 2 me knees and cry just to show others im not ok, i am weak,
they dont need to know what i do with my time, just that im not myself around others.... i am really not.
wow ive switched topics, i type almost everything i think. thank you all for the replies so far.....
very nice to hear what others think.... makes me feel im not all completly alone in my ways, but everybody is different....