Transition..... changes in life
Its weird to just wake up now.. female. My routine is so different before bed. Taking off makeup, brushing my hair out, wearing a pink cap so it does not get tangled not to mention.. lotion on face and neck and almost everywhere else.. and then.. into bed.
Then there is the morning. I am so fast at makeup now.. I have CIS girls ask me how I learned to do it so well..
Should be shaving my legs every other day but I get lazy..
In public now.. I am just Keri... a chick..
I freely say I like guys.. a lot. I flirt.. its fun.
I seem to be able to easily reach people and win them over.. I do not hide who I am and I never will.
The future.. and this is unexpected but I am going back to school .. taking classes on speaking... and I am very serious about being professional.. I used to do some motivational stuff as a dude but was scared to death.. but now I have no fear in front of people.. is wonderful.
I hope to do whatever I can to help the Trans community causes.. and I know I am very fortunate to have had the ability to do this .. with resources.. I am not like Jenner.. I understand our community.. but I do get some hate from others already and I expect more.. but that is ok.. being trans is hard.. I forgive and forget.
Love all that Susan's has done for me.. without my family, my therapist and this wonderful site I would not have made it this far.. and as far as being brave.. I am not.. I tell people if it was about bravery I would not be here.. its about determination.. to be who you are.
Always always embrace the standards of care its so important if you want to be succeed ..
Love
Keri
I have changed more than I ever expected.. I am completely girly and used to look like a body builder.
I am a girly girl.. which is weird.. with no effort at all.
Sometimes a little immature.. but I am fun.. and I love people more than ever.