I finally was able to say out loud what I have been thinking for I don't know even how long.
I came out to someone, it was a therapist, but it was someone. I felt safe, so it all came spilling out, I wish we would have had more time. Going to see her again next week.
Then, my second part of the day, that really put me over the top joyful was the arrival of my first ever dress that I haven't swiped from someone else's closet (moms or wife). Oh, and wig, pumps, bra, panties. It was like Christmas. I couldn't wait, so I rushed home during lunch, and got somewhat dolled up, and looking in the mirror I finally saw me. Even with no makeup, and with the dress not quite fitting, and the pumps being wayyyyy too high. I was me. Suzi. Not this guy I kept seeing in the mirror, who I didn't quite recognize.
I couldn't find the 'what made you happy today' thread on tapatalk so please excuse my happy dance thread here but I am on cloud 9 today. I am so happy that it almost didn't dissipate when had to 'man up' to go back to work where I am nowhere near coming out at.
I still have butterflies of joy in my stomach!
I have more dresses on the way. So excited, hoping for a picture opportunity soon.
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