I think you just need to relax. Sometimes after such a long struggle people can develop a form of hallucinations thinking that somethings are right when in reality they're not. I'm not a medical professional , but your symptoms seem to coincide with a temporary delusional state of mind. I think you might feel better and accept my winning if you just make yourself a nice Margarita and enjoy watching me take the prize. I'm sure you will feel better knowing someone as wonderful as me has won.
