Just curious because today I went to pick up my E and the world around me was telling me I was a woman. I wa in Walgreens picking up the E and on the way out I looked in the mirror and only saw a woman standing there. I've had plenty of doubts on whether I'd have to carry a male cross for the rest of my time on the planet, but today I feel incredibly hopeful I can break free of the male totally . How do you feel about the ability to purge the male completely if you so choose.

Actually, I always felt that my mind already was.  Now the rest of me is beginning to match.


Sapere Aude

What is cis actually,to me cis is like the word normal what is normal anyway? I'm not a cis male or a cis female I'm me and I try to be the best me as I can be.

then you have achieved your goal

I hope not. I'm proud of being trans.

I like being trans myself . I was just contemplating that the actual feeling of being totally woman is to me somewhat independent of being trans. I really am having a great time embracing being trans like I embrace being a Hippie or at least at the present an undercover Hippie but the feeling of womanhood is what I've been experiencing lately in how I relate to my environment and especially how men and women relate to me. When A man looks at me and I know its a look that he sees me as a woman I get shivers and when a woman smiles at me I get a feeling of sisterhood.

Yah pretty much am at this point if you were to call it that. All the terribleness I suffered from T poisoning is long since over. I've recovered and things feel normalized in my brain for once, hormonally at least.

my brain just doesn't feel twisted, each day on E I can really say I'm reaching highs that were so unattainable .

Good food for thought, but I think even cis-genders would have a mental meltdown trying to dig into that topic deeply.

For me, Transgender is a physical definition not a mental one. I am me... as long as I think like me I have a cis-mind. It's only when I put gender into the forefront of my every thought that I would have a trans-mind. I couldn't imagine how difficult life would be to question, if I think feminine enough to be a woman.