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What made you happy today? For mtF members only, please.

Started by ChiGirl, April 24, 2015, 06:29:26 PM

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HappyMoni

#1860
February 06, 2016, 10:18:09 PM
Hi!  My second time in public as "me" and I walked around a festival with hundreds of people. Nobody seemed to take much notice. I love being a girl. I am living my dream!!!
Moni
If I ever offend you, let me know. It's not what I am about.
"Never let the dark kill your light!"  (SailorMars)

HRT June 11, 2015. (new birthday) - FFS in late June 2016. (Dr. _____=Ugh!) - Full time June 18, 2016 (Yeah! finally) - GCS June 27, 2017. (McGinn=Yeah!) - Under Eye repair from FFS 8/17/17 - Nose surgery-November 20, 2017 (Dr. Papel=Yeah) - Hair Transplant on June 21, 2018 (Dr. Cooley-yeah) - Breast Augmentation on July 10, 2018 (Dr. Basner in Baltimore) - Removed bad scarring from FFS surgery near ears and hairline in August, 2018 (Dr. Papel) -Sept. 2018, starting a skin regiment on face with Retin A  April 2019 -repairing neck scar from FFS

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Meghan

#1861
February 06, 2016, 10:22:33 PM
It is nice to be out and about dress as we please. That why I love San Jose and San Francisco, and I could dress up to go out and no one said a words.

Luanne

Meghan Pham: MtF Transgender, Transsexual, Transwoman, social justice, Caregivers, Certified Nurse Assistant
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Dee Marshall

#1862
February 07, 2016, 10:40:18 AM
This morning at work I had a loud discussion with one of my girls, she's a bit hard of hearing, and realized that my voice was on point the whole time. Later a customer called to me for help, "miss?", but started to apologize when I turned. The voice thing helped me screw my courage up and I said, " actually, you were right the first time", and smiled at her. She smiled back and addressed me as "miss" several more times as we ran into each other in the store!
April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!

Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.

They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
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Beth Andrea

#1863
February 07, 2016, 02:38:20 PM
Realized a source of anxiety, and my wife helped me work through it.

Always had a strong negative emotional response to cooking--still do--but today she remembered to give me a few minutes "to get everybody on board" before making a couple of dips for The Big Game today. We went into the kitchen, and as she was gently telling me to "grate this, sprinkle that, etc" I realized my anxiety was based on a fear of her getting impatient and shoving me out of the kitchen...

Don't know when that happened in my life, but I have always dreaded the kitchen because of that. I didn't know this until today. She was so patient with me, such a quiet and encouraging voice, it was actually enjoyable to make guacamole dip and the cheesy potato side.

This was HUGE for me, and I'm still happy and glowing inside because of it.

...I think for most of us it is a futile effort to try and put this genie back in the bottle once she has tasted freedom...

--read in a Tessa James post 1/16/2017
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FrancisAnn

#1864
February 07, 2016, 06:29:35 PM
I'm sure happy not to give a hoot about football, I'd rather do my nails, do some cooking or make a dress if I still sewed. Appt. tomorrow with my plastic surgeon for a dental block shot, then to my electrolysis lady for a 2 hour session to maybe clean off my upper lip. Happy dance when all that nasty hair is gone.
mtF, mid 50's, always a girl since childhood, HRT (Spiro, E & Fin.) since 8-13. Hormone levels are t at 12 & estrogen at 186. Face lift & eye lid surgery in 2014. Abdominoplasty/tummy tuck & some facial surgery May, 2015. Life is good for me. Love long nails & handsome men! Hopeful for my GRS & a nice normal depth vagina maybe by late summer. 5' 8", 180 pounds, 14 dress size, size 9.5 shoes. I'm kind of an elegant woman & like everything pink, nice & neet. Love my nails & classic Revlon Red. Moving back to Florida, so excited but so much work moving
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kaitylynn

#1865
February 07, 2016, 11:44:48 PM
Sailing!  Got out on the water for the first time in 2016.  Loved it and looking forward to getting Sea Cup out on the water many more times this year!
Katherine Lynn M.

You've got a light that always guides you.
You speak of hope and change as something good.
Live your truth and know you're not alone.

The restart - 20-Oct-2015
Legal name and gender change affirmed - 27-Sep-2016
Breast Augmentation (Dr. Gupta) - 27-Aug-2018
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FrancisAnn

#1866
February 09, 2016, 02:48:41 AM
Quote from: kaitylynn on February 07, 2016, 11:44:48 PM
Sailing!  Got out on the water for the first time in 2016.  Loved it and looking forward to getting Sea Cup out on the water many more times this year!
I lived on a sailboat for 4-5 years some 6-7 years ago. It was pretty cool but now I sure love my farm with land to grow roses, flowers & even a big garden. My own private place.   My new electrolysis lady is just great, she really likes me & looks forward to being friends for years as I complete my GRS & all other things to finally become an attractive sexy woman. She is age 66 however does not look a day over 50. I'm letting her do whatever she thinks on my face. Soon I'll let her do some permanent makeup, eye liner & maybe lip liner work. I have a pretty, soft feminine face so life is good for me. Next appt. for Wed. We do 2 hour sessions which is about right. Happy dance for me.
mtF, mid 50's, always a girl since childhood, HRT (Spiro, E & Fin.) since 8-13. Hormone levels are t at 12 & estrogen at 186. Face lift & eye lid surgery in 2014. Abdominoplasty/tummy tuck & some facial surgery May, 2015. Life is good for me. Love long nails & handsome men! Hopeful for my GRS & a nice normal depth vagina maybe by late summer. 5' 8", 180 pounds, 14 dress size, size 9.5 shoes. I'm kind of an elegant woman & like everything pink, nice & neet. Love my nails & classic Revlon Red. Moving back to Florida, so excited but so much work moving
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Iliana.Found

#1867
February 09, 2016, 11:04:00 AM
I take riding lessons, English Saddle. While I was in the tack room, a little girl, about 10 or 11, came up to me, looked me right in the eyes and said " I love your hair!". I was so happy :) She made my Weekend!
"It seems we struggle for a lifetime to become whole. Few of us ever do ... Most of us end up going out the same way we came in -- kicking and screaming. Most of us don't have the strength -- or the conviction. Most of us don't want to face our fears."
― The Fountain
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Emjay

#1868
February 10, 2016, 06:08:19 PM
Quote from: Iliana.Found on February 09, 2016, 11:04:00 AM
I take riding lessons, English Saddle. While I was in the tack room, a little girl, about 10 or 11, came up to me, looked me right in the eyes and said " I love your hair!". I was so happy :) She made my Weekend!

Kids are awesome.  I love when things like this happen to me, that's so cool :)




Start therapy:                            Late 2013
Start HRT:                                 April, 2014
Out everywhere and full time:      November 19, 2015
Name change (official):                            February 1, 2016
I'm a Mommy! (Again) :                             January 31, 2017
GCS consultation:                        February 17, 2017
GCS, Dr. Gallagher (Indianapolis, IN)  February 13, 2018
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Emjay

#1869
February 10, 2016, 06:09:53 PM
Went to the BMV today and got my name and gender marker changed on my license.  WOOOOHOO!!!!!

I've never been so happy to get an "F" on anything in my life!  :D




Start therapy:                            Late 2013
Start HRT:                                 April, 2014
Out everywhere and full time:      November 19, 2015
Name change (official):                            February 1, 2016
I'm a Mommy! (Again) :                             January 31, 2017
GCS consultation:                        February 17, 2017
GCS, Dr. Gallagher (Indianapolis, IN)  February 13, 2018
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Jessie Ann

#1870
February 10, 2016, 06:39:22 PM
Congrats Girl!!!

Quote from: Emjay on February 10, 2016, 06:09:53 PM
Went to the BMV today and got my name and gender marker changed on my license.  WOOOOHOO!!!!!

I've never been so happy to get an "F" on anything in my life!  :D
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Jessie Ann

#1871
February 10, 2016, 06:40:45 PM
I received an early Valentine's Day gift from my girl friend....a Waterford Crystal heart!!  Beautiful!
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cymoril

#1872
February 10, 2016, 09:58:06 PM
What made me happy today was getting my first electrolysis session.  God was it painful!!!  But what made it endurable was my electrolysist, Katie. She made me feel welcomed.  And, since she had previously undergone electrolysis we were able to empathize with each other.  That's what made me happy today-- to be just 'another' girl.  See, that's were I wanna be.  Not in the spotlight.  God NO!!  But a transwoman who's got something to say.  So I felt respected today as well.  And in those immortal words by that darn Canadian, Shenia Twain, 'Man, I Feel Like a Woman.'  Much Love, Stephanie Garrett
Don't really know what to write here...  So I'll just write a little about myself.  For conciseness, I am a 48 y/o pre-op transsexual who's in a wheelchair.  I'm wheelchair bound due to AVN(avascular necrosis) which took three and a half inches from my right femur and I acquired due to HIV.  I got infected by the first man I was ever with.  So, after spending 40+ years in Texas and getting three felonies, I decided to move to San Francisco.
  I got here in 2010 and continued to drug myself until something happened...  I don't remember exactly what happened, but I do know I did something to ease my pain, which didn't help and I ended up in the ER.  After that, mind you I could still walk, barely, I was diagnosed with avascular necrosis.  Immediately I was sent to a hospital in really bad shape.  I was addicted to a copious amount of drugs and weighed less than 90lbs.  I was near death.  I spent two and a half years in hospital, quit drugs, got my own place and am doing quite well.
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Tamika Olivia

#1873
February 10, 2016, 10:50:30 PM
For the first time I saw my breasts as, well, breasts. It was the way my shirt was fitting, the way the shadows were working, and the bit the hormones have done so far... they looked like breasts.

It was pretty awesome.
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Iliana.Found

#1874
February 10, 2016, 10:59:33 PM
Quote from: Emjay on February 10, 2016, 06:09:53 PM
Went to the BMV today and got my name and gender marker changed on my license.  WOOOOHOO!!!!!

I've never been so happy to get an "F" on anything in my life!  :D

Congrats!!! That's a funny way to put it lmao  ;D
"It seems we struggle for a lifetime to become whole. Few of us ever do ... Most of us end up going out the same way we came in -- kicking and screaming. Most of us don't have the strength -- or the conviction. Most of us don't want to face our fears."
― The Fountain
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FrancisAnn

#1875
February 11, 2016, 04:25:05 AM
My new electrolysis lady is doing a great job. My face looks nicer & nicer. We are going to do some permanent eye liner soon. She gave me a 30 bottle collection of her older polish, one was Christian Dior, simple pink. Great polish. She has 3-4 clients that have completed their GRS & enjoying happy complete lives. I'm so glad to find her & join her friends. 2 are happily married very happy women. I'm not sure if I ever want to get married however I sure enjoy a nice man , we'll see. Happy dance for being a hetrosexual nice attractive woman.
mtF, mid 50's, always a girl since childhood, HRT (Spiro, E & Fin.) since 8-13. Hormone levels are t at 12 & estrogen at 186. Face lift & eye lid surgery in 2014. Abdominoplasty/tummy tuck & some facial surgery May, 2015. Life is good for me. Love long nails & handsome men! Hopeful for my GRS & a nice normal depth vagina maybe by late summer. 5' 8", 180 pounds, 14 dress size, size 9.5 shoes. I'm kind of an elegant woman & like everything pink, nice & neet. Love my nails & classic Revlon Red. Moving back to Florida, so excited but so much work moving
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CrysC

#1876
February 12, 2016, 08:57:48 PM
I had a flying dream last night.  I love those.  Ever since I've come to grips with who I was I've been able to have flying dreams again. 
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Jessie Ann

#1877
February 13, 2016, 11:24:03 AM
I scheduled a consult with my preferred surgon for SRS. I will be evaluated at the end of the month and I will find out what dates are available for the June/July time period. Then the fun of working with my insurance company begins.
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Megan.

#1878
February 13, 2016, 01:14:59 PM
Took a big step today and spent the whole day out and about in public in wonderful Manchester. No bad responses from anyone, everywhere I went staff were professional and courteous.
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cindianna_jones

#1879
February 13, 2016, 02:54:13 PM
Quote from: meganjames2 on February 13, 2016, 01:14:59 PM
Took a big step today and spent the whole day out and about in public in wonderful Manchester. No bad responses from anyone, everywhere I went staff were professional and courteous.

And a big boost to your id, I suspect. ;)
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