Hello and welcome, Sam. You are more than welcome here and you are not alone in wondering where you fit in on your journey where ever it may take you or how far you wish to go. There are lots of people here with experience who know exactly where you are coming from and may be able to help you.
Please feel free to ask any questions you may have. Some, like dosages, are not permitted, but a moderator will be along to give you the guidelines, however, everything else is fair game.
Take care and enjoy yourself here at Susan's Place.
Love,
Clare