I an a freak of nature that is misunderstood. i an mentally disabled that is why i do not have a job. when i was born nature played a bad Joke on me by putting me in the body of a he when i an a she. i sadly isolate myself. i do that by long walks an staying in my room.  i isolate myself because no one understands me for me

Many here  will understand what you feel , as many  have problems around who the are.
No need to isolate, you can write so we can read.And try to talk you on a path to a better life.
Hope to hear from you  BlonT

Big hug! You're not alone, many of us are misunderstood and struggle with getting by in the world. All you can do is face one problem at a time and fix it if you can. I think I asked you before, but what you like to do for work?

Hugs, Devlyn 

your definitely not alone

On my bad days, I feel exactly as you do.
But there are better days, hang on.

Coming to grips with this and accepting ones self is sometimes a slow process.

There are good people here who have been through what you are going through.

Welcome

Quote from: tabitha34 on February 20, 2016, 07:15:11 AM
I an a freak of nature that is misunderstood. i an mentally disabled that is why i do not have a job. when i was born nature played a bad Joke on me by putting me in the body of a he when i an a she. i sadly isolate myself. i do that by long walks an staying in my room.  i isolate myself because no one understands me for me

No you are not .

This is just a way people are.

Here are a few resources that might help understand:
http://www.gires.org.uk/assets/DOH-Assets/pdf/doh-transgender-experiences.pdf

Studies by reputable sources are shown there. Its also explained with pictures.

Studies have shown there are differences in brains of women and men so a mismatch is possible, developed before birth.
There are even substances known to cause a higher rate of transgender people. They are off the market now.
Also transgender people have been around in all cultures so its not a cultural thing.

The remedy is often hrt and transition, depending on what the transgender person feels they need. Most people are much more happy afterwards.

Many transgender people have the support of a gender therapist to help them along.
You might call and ask at plannedparenthood or a lgbt center for support and counseling.

And if you have a therapist you might tell them. They should help then.

You could grow your hair out ... to cover brows and forehead. This alone can make a big difference.
And its free. Just have some patience.

And you could get some womens clothes at second hand stores. With trousers for example there might be not a big difference but it can make you happy.

This could help you feel better and feel more like who you are.

Just make a few steps ... its a step by step process ... many have done this and succeeded.
Best imo would be to go to your counselor, or ask for counseling at lgbt places or plannedparenthood.

and you can ask questions here ...
and there is also a chat on susans...


many *hugs*