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Started by Amy413, February 19, 2016, 09:28:50 PM

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Amy413

Sometimes, the dysphoria creates damage that can't be fixed by HRT.

Like a really bad acid trip.
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GingerMaxim

Wow Amy, that took alot of guts. I still can't get the nerve to do post a pic.
Seems like your HRT is doing wonders for you. You have gorgeous breasts...

Looking fantastic...

Sorry I read after that you are NOT on HRT yet. Are those silicon addons?


P.S. Are you a Mensa member?
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Amy413

Thanks. Posting a pic I feel is an affirmation to myself that I'm going to do this.
And an opportunity to chronicle the progress. I plan to post more as I snap ones I like once I figure out hair & makeup. That has always been a mystery to me. I have always been afraid people would see any remaining crumbs after I take it off, so I never learned how. I never figured out hair because It always started to look feminine as it got longer, so I kept it short. I didn't want anyone questioning me.


Not on hrt.
yet.

The difference is just good ol exercise.
I've always had a somewhat androgynous build.
Just when I hit 40, I blew up to 194, I was about 170-something in the left photo in 2013.
Now I'm about 135-140. (5'10")
Walking, lots of walking. I got tired of driving and traffic, so I just parked the car and started walking places.
I also avoid HFCS, that stuff is franken-sugar. None of the other artificial sweeteners either, all toxic poison.

This is just an urban legend, but I think maybe cannabis does have an effect on hormones. I am an avid consumer. For a while. A much better option for me at least than alcohol is. And I live in a place that has legalized cannabis.
I don't medicate or "recreate" with anything else. Except maybe asprin.

PS: response. No, knew a few, great people, went on an adult field trip with them to a fusion lab once.
In 2003 I took a WAIS test and scored 99.8%ile.... Just a tenth of a point from qualifying for "999"....'super mensa' in a way, for the 99.9%ile. There are a couple other that go higher.

Curiously enough, my parents were very good friends with a member of '999' when I was a baby. Just a curiosity. The guy gave my mom a technical book to give to me.

And that "space-time and beyond" book, my mom dated one of the authors briefly, that where she got it. It's signed.

I grew up around intellectuals.
My dad worked at a PBS station.

added: another curiosity, I was born when Apollo 13 uttered the phrase. "Houston, we've had a problem." Almost to the minute, I checked nasa logs. I haven't been able to figure that one out, or anyone else.
Don't know how it relates to anything.
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Amy413

Quote from: GingerMaxim on February 21, 2016, 11:36:08 AM

Are those silicon addons?


Yes, basic ones, I got a great deal 80% off. I was just stuffing a bra with pantyhose before I got them.
As soon as I got them I loved them!! And not just because they were on sale.
Can't wait to grow some real ones.
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Amy413

Quote from: GingerMaxim on February 21, 2016, 11:36:08 AM

P.S. Are you a Mensa member?

BTW, Though I respect members of mensa, like I said, I had mensa friends, I didn't join, it seemed more social than intellectual, and kind of a disorganized bunch. It's a herd of cats, fun but all over the place. The grad students giving the tour of the fusion lab didn't know what they were in for.
I personally don't think intelligence can be measured very well.
Yes, I scored good in 2003, but catch me on a bad day I'll be 12th percentile.
WE are all capable, even if we don't believe it.
I may be great at geometry and math, but I am in constant danger of putting a fork in my eye because I am so uncoordinated. And I have the emotional stability of a 5 year old. I'm trusting, so people trick me all the time. Social nuances go completely over my head. And I have a damaged short term memory from a toxic job once and a knock on the head.

And if i'm so smart, why do I smoke 4 packs a day?
(just nagging myself, I need to stop that)
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