My names Vicky and I'm glad to be here.  I'm 40 and like most everyone else here I knew way back that something was different about me . As a young child my mom told me I was a boy when somehow I felt I was a girl. IDK !! Unfortunately back in the early 80's we didn't have Internet . So long story short I numbed these feelings best I could . Alcohol , pain killers and oh yeah anabolic steroids !! Cause a man is soppose to be ripped !! Now I'm married with young kids . A few yrs ago  met a really sweet girl who turned out to be transwoman. As our friendship grew so did my curiosity.  As my questions were answered I began to understand . After seeing a therapist well guess what I'm trans : D the bad news is that if I choose to transition I will lose my spouse and my kids !! Wow anyone else have a similar story ? BTW this coming Thursday I will have results from my blood work at my endocrinologist.  From there I have to decide if becoming Vicky is worth losing my family . Can u say super duper depressed ??

Welcome to Susan's Place. There are many stories like your and many of people attempting to remain together. It takes an effort on both sides to do so. I always hope couples can remain together but about half don't survive the transition. I am extremely post surgical and I had my surgery in 1982. Feel free to ask me any questions you might have as I very open about my past and my knowledge of ->-bleeped-<-.

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Hi Vicky 

Welcome to Susan's    Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

Hugs

V M

Thanx for the warm reception . On a positive note I have the full cooperation from my employer( I've been LEO going on 11yrs). Even my best bros have my back . One even asked if I'd show him my boobs !! I called him a pig and we shared a laugh !! My children are young and I believe our bond would only grow stronger . Still much to be thankful fo yet much to consider.

Hi Vicky and welcome to Susan's.

Quote from: gennee on February 23, 2016, 08:32:00 PM
Hi Vicky and welcome to Susan's.

Thanx hun !! Well today I welcomed my hormone panel results . My testosterone is really high and I began spiro today !!!!! In a few weeks estrogen : D

Hi Vicky, glad to hear your Bros are cool with it.

Hello Vicky! 

Have fun Hope to see you often here. ^^