I'm curious as to why you're unable to go onto HRT?
You could try eating foods high in estrogen. Although eating these in high amounts wouldn't really cause you to develop breasts, but it may soften your skin?
Some foods that contains estrogen compound phytoestrogen are celery, parsley, beets, apples, broccoli, cauliflower, carrots, cucumbers, mushrooms, brussel sprouts, seaweeds, squash, cherries, sunflower seeds, olives, pears, plums, tomatoes, seaweeds, prunes, barley, oats, wheat germ, black eye peas..
Callie x