Hello everyone
Trying to make it a short intro. Once I admitted to myself I was in fact a woman (actually, I always had known, but... ya know...), it was too late. Well that's what I thought, couldn't possibly make a woman out of this... anyways it was very complicated and possibly would have had impacts on other people, so I held back. For seven years. Yes I did. Then I wrote a novel. My character is trans. I felt I would need to explain if it got published (well to my close ones at least) and had planned to come out and start HRT when I receive a positive answer from a publisher. I was very confident I would. I didn't. But it was growing on me, couldn't hold it back anymore, so I went back to see the professionals I had dealt with before.

I did post here when I started on spiro last October because I was very surprised how well I had responded on such a low dosage of to spiro. Well that's what I wanted to discuss, dosages, even knowing everyone's response is different. Anyways...

Looks like I respond very, very well to E and AA. Think I could be XXY. I'm looking into that.

I feel so very good, my head is clear, the black cloud that followed me all my life has vanished.

When I have a quick look in the mirror, every time... wow, I find myself cute.

hoping to find a ways to kill this mustache forever, get money...

Never dressed as a woman yet.

Look like when I will...

I'll be hot

wow

never expected that

why didn't I do this when I was 20? When I was 16? If Internet had existed then, I probably would have.

That's the main reason I'm posting here. Share.

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Hello Soli and welcome to Susan's. I'm happy that you have decided to move forward. Congratulations on starting Spiro. Enjoy the ride.

Welcome, Soli.

It's great that your novel's trans character has helped you come to terms with your own identity!

-- Sue

I bet the trans character came to life based of your own experiences! Sounds like it could be an interesting novel!
And good way of getting it of your chest!
And its great you feel so much better, it really clears everything up accepting it
Goodluck, Christine

Hi! Like the sound of the novel! Could I get the name of it?

                                                         Love, Sarina!

Thank you everyone for the welcome. Well my novel wasn't picked by any editor and I'm now re-writing it so it will be. Title to be revised. Actually, I had created the character many decades ago and she was then a girl (and me a man), in the very first draft of it. The fact that I had created a female character should have been a sign but I came to admit to myself I am a woman only 20 years after that first draft. She was still living in my head (well normal, it was me, but I didn't know that back then). I'm presently working full time on this and my transition.