I feel ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTED to update my case by saying that it unfortunately involves me having the gender changed back to that FILTHY FEMALE..... on the insurance.. AT LEAST, it's ONLY on that but still, I have my stomach sickened....
The LGBT legal services didn't even help me get through this that didn't involve me doing such action.
It obviously means that I will not see a single doctor when this takes effect just so they can cover the damn thing.  I never want to go to that doctors office ever again nor ask any health related questions there even though I was and am  really thankful for the hysto just because of me having to go through this turmoil.

I don't even want to talk about this BS.

I am so sorry to hear how this has hurt you. I have no good advice or help.  I just want you to know that people do care.
I hope your journey smooths out from here.

With warmth,

Joanna