Hello,

Since I have serious troubles with my transition and especially about how to finish the ones I started in the past... (understand that I usually ending up purging...), I thought it could a good thing to keep a track of myself about my joys and my sorrows, what's going right or wrong, and a lot of side blahblah, non-sense, puns(no I suck at that)?.

Nothing original though, many other trans-persons have already done much more than me. Just take it as yet another transition journal.
However, considering how bad I am right now about either about the way I look or how bad I am at talking without digressing too much without having myself getting lost in my thoughts.

Oh and cherry on the top with a terrible non-native English.

The videos are curretly unlisted on YouTube. I will make them public to everybody later on if I managed to get confident enough and to literally progress in my transition.

For now, I just wanted to share that with you and eventually get some feedbacks.

Cheers,


Nolwenn

it might be good for you to do that. myself, i think of written journal. But sharing on youtube lets you vocalize your feelings and there is probably a therapeutic affect there. Be sure to map out what you're going to say tho. that way you won't wind up saying something that you didn't really want to, and having to start over.

Well at first I thought about it too, but then later on, I realized that it would not really help.

I need to improvise a bit more and to improve, generally speaking, my presentation skills, you cannot always prepare everything upfront (plus I just do not have the time for that right now).

Even if people don't really like I would understand, originally it's more something more myself to keep track, and if people like it why not.

Anyway, first post, a relatively short introduction, here:



[EDIT 1]
I am not sure the video / link is showing up, if that's not the case, please just let me know how to fix that up.

[EDIT 2]
Thanks for your posts below, it seems the board automatically converted the url into an embedded video, it's really nice.


Cheers,


Nolwenn

well I believe this works. to post a link, use the button on the menu that sows an image of the world
https://www.youtube.com/

then paste the URL of the site between the [url] [url]

The site has some awareness of youtube and for them to work right, you need to convert them to a watch link. If you quote the post, you will see how the link was altered. I started the video playing, copied the link and trimmed off the excess. Youtube links posted by any other method tend to result in blank screens.

thanks Dena

I didn't know that.

Here is a new one after... one year.
A couple of things happened in between, a stupid shrink who was not willing to give me the certificate I needed for the endocrinologist, I moved from China to France... to Canada where I am working now.