Hi everyone!

I'm Sammi ! I've come back to the best trans website around!

I had to take a bit of a break from here. My parents were just not having of it and I was really facing some troubled times in my life. Not mention every time I came on here, the posts were extremely depressing, more so than usual. It just really got me into a funk. My one friend who wants to transition with me was being difficult as <Not Allowed> . I didn't know what to do. Everything was incredibly stressful and I just had to look up some stuff on my own.

I eventually pulled out of it (For now  ), and found several great trans support groups on facebook. Several of which are closed groups, so even better. There's a lot of FTM on these groups, which kind of blows away my mind. I always kind assumed they were the lesser of the trans group, but I've been quite mistaken. I've been talking and posting a lot on there and have really gained my sense of becoming a woman back. I even shaved one morning and could see a glimpse of her in the mirror . It felt so great. I just feel like I can talk with anyone on these groups and know exactly what they feel. Its so wonderful and hopefully I can bring this sense of joy back to this website.

With me coming back here, First off I'd like to take the time to apologize to a few members on here. I'm not going to name names, but I really said things in the past I'm not thrilled about and have caused a ruckus of things. I am truly sorry for posting inconsiderate things/ topics and I hope these people can see it in their hearts to forgive. So I promise that I'm going to try and keep things more PG from now on. I know I have said some stuff about being a cross dresser/ trans. I know there's still a lot of that I do not know about and I'm trying to learn. I think once I start hormones, It'll make more sense to me hopefully.

2nd, Please be my friend and welcome me back. I have a lot of info that I can offer and there's a lot of info that I know I take in from all of yall! I'm from the northern suburbs of Chicagoland and hopefully I can meet up with you or be friends with some of you in real life. That would be so awesome.

Lastly, I'm starting a new job. So it's going to a new adventure. I can now afford to get the hair removal process started and hopefully get insurance to start HRT!

I'm so ready for this.

Hope to hear from you all!

Love Sammi

Welcome back! I'll be in Chicago this summer for my bottom surgery, small world!

Congrats on the new job and good luck with insurance

Sammi,

Welcome back. We are thrilled to have you back and to start over again for you.

I edited your post because it contained a bit of profanity. As you may reacall, TOS #11 states:

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11. Foul or obscene language, and/or subjects belongs on the street, Please do not bring it on to my site.

Hope you find friends and what you are looking for here.

Sincerely,

Joanna

Welcome back.  I know you were having a very rough time before.  Hopefully you will have a better time now.  I will be in Chicago this weekend.  Going to see the Cubs on Saturday afternoon and going to a fundraiser for a fellowship in Transgender Health at the University of Minnesota. 

Hi Sammi 

Welcome back to Susan's    Glad to have you here again, join on in the fun

Hugs

V M

Big hug! Welcome home!    We rearranged the furniture, so be careful! 

Hugs, Devlyn

Aww you ladies are too much *blushes*. Im glad to be back,and I hope to ready benefit from evertone to better prepare myself to become sammi.

Joanna, im,sorry if I posted something obscure. I don't honestly remember what what I said. I was in the moment,and words just slipped I guess. My bad.,i'll try to do a better job in the future.

Thank you all for letting me back into your life. I struggle so much with all of this. I just will I was like everyone else who knew when they were little. It would make life so,much easier. I think about being trans,like a million times a day. Its just so hard. Hopefully soon I can become Samantha. I just love that name 😍

No worries.

It's great to have you here with such positive energy.

I certainly get this:

QuoteI just will I was like everyone else who knew when they were little. It would make life so,much easier.

(guessing you meant wish). I have felt something off in my life for years and been through getting some clothes then purging all and feeling guilty. Then swearing I would live a good, upright life. This has gone on for decades.

I have a bit of struggle going on as well. Fairly early in my journey and trying to work out the ramifications of it all for both me and my family.

Whatever the case. As with so many issues we deal with, you are not alone, sister.

With warmth,

Joanna