As I get closer to actually having surgery. I've had this recurring thought of wondering what my vagina will look like. I'm a biracial latina and so my color down there will probs be black/brown but I wonder how dark it will be in general. What will my labias look like, im so curious. I know my family have larger labias in general. So I'm kind of hoping that's what I end up with. I could go to thailand cause I know Suporn will give me that for sure but I can't justify staying there a month and flying back on such a long flight, like no thanks.

Whatever my vulva ends up looking like I know I'll be happy with it cause its mine. I do plan on getting a labiaplasty but it seems like bower's new technique will be more than enough in the initial op.

Its quite cool to stay there for a full month ... as for flight back... I survived 2 six hour flights without a problem in economy class, and it wouldnt be that much more drastic to fly 6 or 8 hours more. Its not like you would do this more than once in life. More appropriate is to ask yourself if you are prepared to have 3 times longer recovery and more strict dilation schedule during first year to have a superior result (in most aspects) or not.

Yeah that's another issue I have is the whole "dynamic dilation schedule" I could careless about having a large amount of depth. I know I will probably end up with at least 5" simply cause I've done a good job of keeping my genitals stretched and stuff over the years, so that I never really lost any length despite being on hrt now for four years, going into my 5th year. With the way things are at the airports plus factoring in delays and all that, I can't do a 6 hour + flight, it just isn't practical for me. I have a lot of anxiety as it is. Last thing I'd want to do is make that worst with the most invasive surgery of my life.

On another note from all the research I've done I feel like Suporn is only practical for those of us who truly want a good amount of depth (6"+) and are uncircumcised, I am neither. Aesthetically any of the north american surgeons can achieve great results and if not like I said there's always the labiaplasty as an option. Functionality wise all the reputable surgeons achieve great results in that area so again I just can't justify a trip to Thailand.

Congratulations 

The north amerian surgeons usually create a tidy labia look, which quite a few people like.
Concerning colours should there be white lines after quite some time of healing there are medical tatoo specialists who can help with pigmentation.

It may be possible to ask for a bit broader labia should that be desired ...
I'd say talk about what you would like and realistically to e expected outcomes.

Wish you a good recovery and a good result.

hugs