I've been going back and forth on asking these questions to anyone, because I full well know I'm overthinking and that being only 2 months in is way to early to decide anything, but like seeing as I can't find much information online about this, I felt like asking here.
When it comes to breast buds, is it normal for them to shrink a little when the nipples get hard? I've also noticed they are sometimes firm and less firm throughout the day and I don't know if that's just how breasts grow throughout the day each day, but it's something that sometimes crosses my mind. I know I've also had this weird fear that pops up sometimes each morning after I had a meal with read meat in it, and I usually freak out because I feel like the changes might reverse because I read several things about red meat like beef and ham can increase T levels and it kind of freaks me out to think about that. I know my development is normal and everything, I just have been thinking about this a lot lately because it's stuff I haven't found an easy answer to, and me just over thinking. I'm so happy about the developments I've had so far, it's just so hard sometimes waiting for the developments and growth to happen. So like is it normal for breast buds to shrink and grow throughout the day, becomes firm and less firm throughout the day is the main question I have.