In the past few weeks, I've noticed a big decrease in function downstairs, and it made me realize how much more afraid I was of losing something I have, than gaining something I don't know what will do to me.
To compound my fears, I've had a mishap in the OR nearly kill me as a teenager, altering my life forever, and as well, the first local trans woman I really talked to, had her surgery botched.
I'm contemplating asking my doctor to decrease my AA (Androcur) if not my estrogen (Estrace) as well...
I've felt REALLY out of whack since I switched to Androcur and had my first increase on the Estrace. Emotional, cloudy thoughts... I'm having second thoughts, but I don't think that I'll be able to tolerate myself if I stop.