I agree, I was optimistic at the beginning, not believing it would be as extreme as it is, but it is hell on earth. I am a targeted individual and it is chaos! Along with transitioning & living within the sheltering system for three years almost, it has been a difficult experience, but in faith for the Lord's glory, the pain can subside.
Dealing with the complications of transition alone can make an individual hectic, overly critical & secluded from all others.
Exploitation is the tactic, and to "fall' is the agenda.
I suggest becoming or gaining knowledge within healing to maintain the stability, individualism & your journey.. It keeps me sane and I progress, detailing because stress alone, singly alters your mood, motives & health - body, mind, emotion.