So its been a while since I have been here or posted anything, been busy preping for college and getting a job and all that boring grown up stuff. I have been in a relationship with someone for a good while now and this person was the one that almost pointed out to me I was transgender, she didnt actually point it out but she always liked to poke fun of my more feminine side and she also always wanted to see me crossdress. Because of all this and after think about a great many things I had eventually come to the conclusion that I was at least genderfluid. So after realizing this I wanted to talk to her about it but everytime I tried i would have a nervous breakdown and not be able to. Well last night I came up with a solution, not the best one but the only one that would let me finally be able to tell her, I wrote up a big paragraph and sent it to her over the steam instant messenger when she wasnt online, like i said, not the best solution. Well I just got on, saw I had 12 messages, every single one from her and pretty much died, but after reading them, I couldn't be happier, yes she is a bit confused and would have preferred that i told her in person but she totally understood. Its like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders, yes theres still a ways to go but her understanding and being totally cool with all of it has helped so much. So yea, I guess I thought I would share, needed someone to tell and my sisters asleep and this community even in the relatively small time I have been a part of it has always been so helpful and supportive.
O a little side note, some of you may know this already, but Brezzy otherwise known as Kuledu3 on youtube is only a couple weeks away from getting srs surgery, she paid for it last week and now is just waiting for the date so go give her some support, the "friendly" people of twitter sure havnt been.
