I've been watching the Olympic games and realised that all my life when I watched these events (Winter or Summer games) I've wanted to be like the female athletes especially where Australia was strong such as swimming and cycling.  Although I do remember wanting to be Melinda Gainsford in sprinting.  Also loved Flo Jos nails.  So even though it took 40 years to admit it I should have realised I was transgender at a young age.