With mother in the hospital, I can actually be myself and be dressed the way I wish. Tonight, I put on a pair of panties and a bra. After a nice long rest, I got up, put on a pair of black fishnet/lace tights and one of my dresses. I then chose my most comfortable pair of flats and went outside to walk around a bit. Then I decided, what the heck, I got in my car and took a drive. What an exhilarating feeling!! I cannot wait for the day that I am finally passable and can not only take a drive en-femme any time I want, but to go into a store or whatever. I so wish I were female right now!!