So a couple of days ago so I posted about how I was down and out. Well, life has done a 180. Sunday night I was at the end of my rope I had pills in my hand and luckily I call a crisis center they calm me down I go to bed. I wake up the next day go to work. On my lunch break I finally call a gender therapist and said she could get me in the next day. I went today and I am excited and scared at the same time. She assured me and made me feel better. I start hrt in three months so excited.  I told my parents they are not happy but I can't live for them I got to live for myself. if They keep keep giving me crap I'll just tell them do you want a live daughter or a dead son? So I'm just checking in. Also, I hate to ask but could some people if they could post some before and after pics it would be encouraging. I hope I didn't offend anybody thanks!

I am glad you are doing better but a warning about me, I tend to get carried away. I have spent my life behind a camera so as the result, few pictures exist of me but maybe this will help.

https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,106815.0.html
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,144104.0.html
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,168444.0.html
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,210798.0.html