Recently i started calling myself Petra instead of Peter. Don't know exactly what's happening, but really need to wear dresses with padded cups. Hate the fact that my penis pokes out a bit. Think i might like it gone. Still i don't shave too much. Somehow it would maybe feel like a little adjustment for me, maybe not for others. I think i'm too old, 44, for these sudden ideas. Still i think i might really enjoy being a woman. Strangely, to get me destracted, I spent time with a transgender person. Should i just accept i'm a better women than manbbbbbbbbbb? Really not sure

First: Welcome to the forums.

Next: it might be time to see a therapist that deals with transgender issues. 44 is not too old. There are many that start much later in life. A therapist would be able to figure out (and help you figure out) what direction you really want for your life.

Welcome,
Your terms are a little vulgar, you should try ease up on that talk on here, there are some younger viewers.
Therapist is going to be the best idea for now, figure out what you want from life.
Goodluck

Sorry. Didn't really know how to otherwise voice my apparent frustration. Think by now i need a good therapist

Hi Petra, welcome to Susan's Place! I've cleaned up your post a bit. We use clinical terms for anatomy on the site and respectful terms of address (See Standard Terms and Definitions in the links below). Think G-rated when you post here, please.    See you around the site!

Hugs, Devlyn

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Maybe normal, for a special group of folk.

Welcome Petra, to Susan's.

Sno

Thank you. I am actually starting to enjoy my feminine side, so maybe in time i could feel normal. At least i can actually have a normal conversation while dressed in female clothing. Just surprising myself, i guess

Hi Petra 

Welcome to Susan's    Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

Hugs

V M

Quote from: Petra44 on September 08, 2016, 09:24:16 AM
Recently i started calling myself Petra instead of Peter. Don't know exactly what's happening, but really need to wear dresses with padded cups. Hate the fact that my penis pokes out a bit. Think i might like it gone. Still i don't shave too much. Somehow it would maybe feel like a little adjustment for me, maybe not for others. I think i'm too old, 44, for these sudden ideas. Still i think i might really enjoy being a woman. Strangely, to get me destracted, I spent time with a transgender person. Should i just accept i'm a better women than manbbbbbbbbbb? Really not sure

You're never to old to be yourself you may feel old
but that doesn't mean you can't shine as who you really are inside and out