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Facial Surgery with Dr DiMaggio 5 September 2016

Started by confused_very, August 18, 2016, 08:02:38 AM

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confused_very

ok, this is where things have taken a turn.
Hair transplant day was wednesday (14th September 2016).
I was taken to a clinic think somewhere in Belgrano. this clinic felt a little like an aesthetic clinic where beautiful people go to have work done (laser, skin resurfacing, nose jobs, hair implants apparently etc).
this was roughly lunch time.
Ximena helps to fill in my personal details on the consent form. and then i am taken upstairs to my 'recovery room' the place is like an old converted stately home. my room was on the upper floor, and there is a wondrous open balcony area in the middle where you can see the reception below with ornate stained glass above. there iis nothing like this sort of architecture in adelaide, adelaide is less than 200 years old so we don't have this wondrous history and if we did then i wouldn't be able to afford to step into such a building.
Same deal as before take off clothes, put on booties and robe (you get to keep your underwear on this time) and then make your way down to the basement of the building Dr Juan from Dr DiMaggio's team is there who will be perfoming the operation along with another person Natalia.
You sit down on a chair, they grab a texta and then start drawing on your face, i asked for a mirror to see what they were drawing, my biggest concern to cover the scar at the front, the receding corners and not go too far down the forehead. The trade off for this is that they still need to go a little way down the forehead to be able to put follicles in in front of the hairline. So something was drawn, not quite parabolic, not quite widows peak, not quite straight line that joined between where the corners start to proceed curving around to the front and then curving slightly down in the centre to follow the scar line. they lift up the nape of your hair, cut it shortish and then texta the incision line and show you what the donor area looks like.... looks like a 1 cm by 8 cm strip
you transfer to the bed and lie stomach down, they put a blanket over you to help with modesty and to keep you warm and crank up som upbeat tunes (in english strangely, lots of english commercial music in Buenos Aires for some reason). you don't lay face down (especially given how uncomfortable that is on your nose even if my nose change was very slight). you lay your head to the side.
this  next bit is all done under local anasthesia, i don't know if i can sugar coat it but i will see how i go.
...sensations warning...
you experience a succession of pin pricks in the back of your scalp followed by a slight pulsing feeling of the anaesthesia being injected. There are quite a few injections as they go around the proposed incision site. then the incisions begin. you can feel the sensation of the cut, as though one cuts through something sinewy you can't feel the pain but you can sense the tugging. it feel slike they cut through a few layers, ant you can feel each layer give way to the knife. There might be no physical feeling from the cut, but your head acts as a echo device so the sounds and the sensations vibrate off your skull. it is a vey removed feeling but it is happening to you. The stitching back once the donor section is removed, is equally surreal. you can feel the thread being pulled through and tugged and bought closed, that sound when you run string through a hole in a can, no where near as bad as that but the sensation of pulling thread through is there. it is not a pleasant feeling, i guess those that have had local anasthesia for tooth and mouth issues might know some of the real solid pulling and prodding motions.
So then you turn around and lie on this newly formed stitched area (don't worry it is still numb, it just feels like a hard lump at the back of your head).
they are worried about my pulse so put a saline drip in me.
and out comes the anaesthesia again with those needles. this is sugar coatingly uncomfortable, especially being so close to the other surgical line. and for some reason, i had a little section on the right of my scalp that would continue to stay sensitive, they tried another shot but it still stayed sensitive. they then started to proceed to start doing the transplants. There were one or 2 initially that i could still fill a sharp pain as they pushed the follicle into my head, maybe 1 out of 10 but as they got further around to the corners, it was all completely numb from the anaesthesia there. you can feel the tool that they use pierce the scin, kind of like piercing a potatoe or onion. multiplied by however many follicles there are to transplant. So all areas are done until they get to that super sensitive part. they try more anaesthesia...and wait a little bit for it to kick in, they ask me what i want to do, i just tell them to go for it. I can fee the initial prick acutely but otherwise the action if numb thank gosh. then it is all finished.
Slowly i sit up, they ask if i want to see, i say no. i am shaking a little mostly through my hands. Carfully they lay me back on a guerney and wheel  me back to my room of origin. Set the bed to seat upright and get me under the covers to recover from the anaesthesia. I THINK the time was about 4pm-4:30pm. They also bring me a tea and biscuits to get some glucose and energy levels back.
Ximena comes to collect me a few minutes later but lets me recover somewhat before we head back to the apartment.
The taxi ride home feels like a long one, by now the anaesthesia is starting to wear off, the front of my head feels like i have a gravel rash scar from sliding on the pavement. The back of my head litterally feels like i have been cut open and sealed up. All pain receptors in full swing (unlike the previous operation where there was minimal to no pain).
This is the first time i am truly in pain from an operation. I take the pain killer prescribed for the first surgery in the hopes that it will work, unfortunately it doesn't.
My head is restricted, it feels even more so that you cant move your head in any direction more acute to when the headgear was on for the first surgery.Ximena checks the apartment to make sure i will be ok for the next couple of days.
I have lots of pasta and rice and yogurt to keep me going for the next couple of days, she helps to elevate my bed as i will be needing to sleep upright for the next 48 hours.
this is truly the hardest part of this so far, the pain goes just beyond the bareable point and sleep even though i have struggled with it up to now becomes even harder to find.
This really does feel like the low point of the surgery. Just when the bruising is going down to manageable levels fromt he first one this sets you back with a firm solid sugar coated shove.
the following day (thursday 15th September), the gravel rash feeling has subsided but that incision in the back of your head is ever present, it twinges, it pulls, it sends the occasional pain receptor into overdrive. it is not a fun day. i try not to take any pain killers until it is bed time. the day is an incredibly long one cooped up in the apartment, again unable to shower. this surgery, if it is even possible also makes you much more self conscious. can't cover this with a beanie or head scarfe.
the day is spent trying to restrict head movement. a pain tablet and two more sleeping tablets are taken to try and get something....it is not successful.
And so we arrive at today, friday 16th September, 2 days after hair transplant, 12 days after facial surgery), the wound on the back of the head has become a blunt ache, still hard to apply pressure on it as per sleeping but better than the last 2 days but still very much resent in the awareness category, head is less restricted to turn, looking in the mirror, i look like a mess (still can't wash hair). not sure on the implants but there is still a lot of residual blood/scaring/texta marks so i won't judge for now. Although they didn't shave any visible areas, i fully get kitten_lover's trepidation after this particular surgery. this one really rocks the emotional, and wellbeing boundaries.
Showering and washing hairafter 48 hours is VERY light and not direct with no conditioner), and it isn't until a week later (which will be 23rd September) that i can apply direct water to the area. this is going to be a tough week for self esteem in a foreign country with little to no spanish knowledge and surgery sites that i assume i now can't cover up anywhere near as much.


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KarmaGirl

Quote from: confused_very on September 16, 2016, 11:04:15 AM
ok, this is where things have taken a turn.
Hair transplant day was wednesday (14th September 2016).
I was taken to a clinic think somewhere in Belgrano. this clinic felt a little like an aesthetic clinic where beautiful people go to have work done (laser, skin resurfacing, nose jobs, hair implants apparently etc).
this was roughly lunch time.
Ximena helps to fill in my personal details on the consent form. and then i am taken upstairs to my 'recovery room' the place is like an old converted stately home. my room was on the upper floor, and there is a wondrous open balcony area in the middle where you can see the reception below with ornate stained glass above. there iis nothing like this sort of architecture in adelaide, adelaide is less than 200 years old so we don't have this wondrous history and if we did then i wouldn't be able to afford to step into such a building.
Same deal as before take off clothes, put on booties and robe (you get to keep your underwear on this time) and then make your way down to the basement of the building Dr Juan from Dr DiMaggio's team is there who will be perfoming the operation along with another person Natalia.
You sit down on a chair, they grab a texta and then start drawing on your face, i asked for a mirror to see what they were drawing, my biggest concern to cover the scar at the front, the receding corners and not go too far down the forehead. The trade off for this is that they still need to go a little way down the forehead to be able to put follicles in in front of the hairline. So something was drawn, not quite parabolic, not quite widows peak, not quite straight line that joined between where the corners start to proceed curving around to the front and then curving slightly down in the centre to follow the scar line. they lift up the nape of your hair, cut it shortish and then texta the incision line and show you what the donor area looks like.... looks like a 1 cm by 8 cm strip
you transfer to the bed and lie stomach down, they put a blanket over you to help with modesty and to keep you warm and crank up som upbeat tunes (in english strangely, lots of english commercial music in Buenos Aires for some reason). you don't lay face down (especially given how uncomfortable that is on your nose even if my nose change was very slight). you lay your head to the side.
this  next bit is all done under local anasthesia, i don't know if i can sugar coat it but i will see how i go.
...sensations warning...
you experience a succession of pin pricks in the back of your scalp followed by a slight pulsing feeling of the anaesthesia being injected. There are quite a few injections as they go around the proposed incision site. then the incisions begin. you can feel the sensation of the cut, as though one cuts through something sinewy you can't feel the pain but you can sense the tugging. it feel slike they cut through a few layers, ant you can feel each layer give way to the knife. There might be no physical feeling from the cut, but your head acts as a echo device so the sounds and the sensations vibrate off your skull. it is a vey removed feeling but it is happening to you. The stitching back once the donor section is removed, is equally surreal. you can feel the thread being pulled through and tugged and bought closed, that sound when you run string through a hole in a can, no where near as bad as that but the sensation of pulling thread through is there. it is not a pleasant feeling, i guess those that have had local anasthesia for tooth and mouth issues might know some of the real solid pulling and prodding motions.
So then you turn around and lie on this newly formed stitched area (don't worry it is still numb, it just feels like a hard lump at the back of your head).
they are worried about my pulse so put a saline drip in me.
and out comes the anaesthesia again with those needles. this is sugar coatingly uncomfortable, especially being so close to the other surgical line. and for some reason, i had a little section on the right of my scalp that would continue to stay sensitive, they tried another shot but it still stayed sensitive. they then started to proceed to start doing the transplants. There were one or 2 initially that i could still fill a sharp pain as they pushed the follicle into my head, maybe 1 out of 10 but as they got further around to the corners, it was all completely numb from the anaesthesia there. you can feel the tool that they use pierce the scin, kind of like piercing a potatoe or onion. multiplied by however many follicles there are to transplant. So all areas are done until they get to that super sensitive part. they try more anaesthesia...and wait a little bit for it to kick in, they ask me what i want to do, i just tell them to go for it. I can fee the initial prick acutely but otherwise the action if numb thank gosh. then it is all finished.
Slowly i sit up, they ask if i want to see, i say no. i am shaking a little mostly through my hands. Carfully they lay me back on a guerney and wheel  me back to my room of origin. Set the bed to seat upright and get me under the covers to recover from the anaesthesia. I THINK the time was about 4pm-4:30pm. They also bring me a tea and biscuits to get some glucose and energy levels back.
Ximena comes to collect me a few minutes later but lets me recover somewhat before we head back to the apartment.
The taxi ride home feels like a long one, by now the anaesthesia is starting to wear off, the front of my head feels like i have a gravel rash scar from sliding on the pavement. The back of my head litterally feels like i have been cut open and sealed up. All pain receptors in full swing (unlike the previous operation where there was minimal to no pain).
This is the first time i am truly in pain from an operation. I take the pain killer prescribed for the first surgery in the hopes that it will work, unfortunately it doesn't.
My head is restricted, it feels even more so that you cant move your head in any direction more acute to when the headgear was on for the first surgery.Ximena checks the apartment to make sure i will be ok for the next couple of days.
I have lots of pasta and rice and yogurt to keep me going for the next couple of days, she helps to elevate my bed as i will be needing to sleep upright for the next 48 hours.
this is truly the hardest part of this so far, the pain goes just beyond the bareable point and sleep even though i have struggled with it up to now becomes even harder to find.
This really does feel like the low point of the surgery. Just when the bruising is going down to manageable levels fromt he first one this sets you back with a firm solid sugar coated shove.
the following day (thursday 15th September), the gravel rash feeling has subsided but that incision in the back of your head is ever present, it twinges, it pulls, it sends the occasional pain receptor into overdrive. it is not a fun day. i try not to take any pain killers until it is bed time. the day is an incredibly long one cooped up in the apartment, again unable to shower. this surgery, if it is even possible also makes you much more self conscious. can't cover this with a beanie or head scarfe.
the day is spent trying to restrict head movement. a pain tablet and two more sleeping tablets are taken to try and get something....it is not successful.
And so we arrive at today, friday 16th September, 2 days after hair transplant, 12 days after facial surgery), the wound on the back of the head has become a blunt ache, still hard to apply pressure on it as per sleeping but better than the last 2 days but still very much resent in the awareness category, head is less restricted to turn, looking in the mirror, i look like a mess (still can't wash hair). not sure on the implants but there is still a lot of residual blood/scaring/texta marks so i won't judge for now. Although they didn't shave any visible areas, i fully get kitten_lover's trepidation after this particular surgery. this one really rocks the emotional, and wellbeing boundaries.
Showering and washing hairafter 48 hours is VERY light and not direct with no conditioner), and it isn't until a week later (which will be 23rd September) that i can apply direct water to the area. this is going to be a tough week for self esteem in a foreign country with little to no spanish knowledge and surgery sites that i assume i now can't cover up anywhere near as much.

My thoughts and hopes are with you as you recover from your surgeries.  Hang in there. You'll be going through a lot in your head. People don't seem to understand how much these surgeries can kick your butt.  I'm sending you BIG HUGS!

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Rhonda Lynn

My heart goes out to you. I know it's hard being cooped up. Remember that it's going to get better day by day, girl. This is the worst part, but in time you'll have a lovely head of hair to go with your lovely new face!

Hugs!
Rhonda
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confused_very

well managed to somehow wash my hair as per instructions:
INSTRUCTIONS
first 48 hours
-dont wash hair
-keep head elevated especially during sleep a pillow can be applied to the nape of the head to suppport it
-apply cold compress to area BELOW the transplants not directly on it.

after 48 Hours
- wash hair with shampoo only
-lather shampoo in hands until foamy and GENTLY apply to the follicle transplant area with fingers
-do not allow the shower head spray to come into direct contact with the follicle area only water should be gently flowing over the area to wash the shampoo out. rinse thoughrouly
-continue applying cold compress to area below the transplants, not directly on it
-wash hair every day

after 1 week
-may wash with shower head spray directly
-massage area with fingertips and apply some pressure
-can now use conditioner

These instructions are interpreted and are obviously prescribed to me so may not apply to your own situation.
first attempt i covered the translant area with both my hands and titlted my head forward to let the shower water run down the front of my face.
Second attempt, i tried slowly pouring a jug over the area.

the doctor came by last night (saturday, 3 days after hair transplant) to have a look and also have a look at the whole surgery in general to see how i was healing, everything apparently seems to be healing ok.
i can apparently go outside but i didn't exactly bring anything appropriate to cover my hair and my budget hasn't quite worked out as planned so if i do go out, it will be on display. this bit for some reason feels more self aware than the stitch on my chin or the redness around my eyes or the swelling  through my jaw.
sleeping is almost non existent, there is no way you can put your head where you aren't lying on a stitch site or tranplant site, either from the first surgery or the transplant scar. the transplant scar feels like an ever present lump.

this is the point i question the surgery results in my head and if i have done all this for nought.
i still look in the mirror and i see a mess. i keep saying to myself it is swelling and bruising and it isn't the final result but then i question that and wonder if it is more or less the final result within a few percent. the numb spots, the pins and needles spots, the tight scar spots, the strange spots that trigger nerve sensations...will this be my life going forward, the risks i accepted at the start now sinking firmly in on the permanancy of it all. i look at the transplant area, it is still going to be a sparse area with a few follicles, maybe my expectations on this were way higher than they should have been. texta marks still present (too afraid to apply too much pressure or rubbing to the area) the scarring around the follicles exacerbating the visual impact of the area.

i have enough food to last the day (ravioli, eggs, a potatoe, a carrot, and some package sauce) but i am clearly going to need to go out and restock either tonight or tomorrow. I am going to need to face the world again.
Confidence before even with the scarline and the chin scar was ok, but now, the cogs turn in your head throwing doubt every which way. Its still just over a week before I fly back out, the extra week I chose to stay to be near the doctors if complications arose during recovery. hopefully the confidence will return even if it is just for a week. even just to get out and get fresh air.
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Jannicke

Quote from: confused_very on September 18, 2016, 11:52:16 AM
well managed to somehow wash my hair as per instructions:
INSTRUCTIONS
first 48 hours
-dont wash hair
-keep head elevated especially during sleep a pillow can be applied to the nape of the head to suppport it
-apply cold compress to area BELOW the transplants not directly on it.

after 48 Hours
- wash hair with shampoo only
-lather shampoo in hands until foamy and GENTLY apply to the follicle transplant area with fingers
-do not allow the shower head spray to come into direct contact with the follicle area only water should be gently flowing over the area to wash the shampoo out. rinse thoughrouly
-continue applying cold compress to area below the transplants, not directly on it
-wash hair every day

after 1 week
-may wash with shower head spray directly
-massage area with fingertips and apply some pressure
-can now use conditioner

These instructions are interpreted and are obviously prescribed to me so may not apply to your own situation.
first attempt i covered the translant area with both my hands and titlted my head forward to let the shower water run down the front of my face.
Second attempt, i tried slowly pouring a jug over the area.

the doctor came by last night (saturday, 3 days after hair transplant) to have a look and also have a look at the whole surgery in general to see how i was healing, everything apparently seems to be healing ok.
i can apparently go outside but i didn't exactly bring anything appropriate to cover my hair and my budget hasn't quite worked out as planned so if i do go out, it will be on display. this bit for some reason feels more self aware than the stitch on my chin or the redness around my eyes or the swelling  through my jaw.
sleeping is almost non existent, there is no way you can put your head where you aren't lying on a stitch site or tranplant site, either from the first surgery or the transplant scar. the transplant scar feels like an ever present lump.

this is the point i question the surgery results in my head and if i have done all this for nought.
i still look in the mirror and i see a mess. i keep saying to myself it is swelling and bruising and it isn't the final result but then i question that and wonder if it is more or less the final result within a few percent. the numb spots, the pins and needles spots, the tight scar spots, the strange spots that trigger nerve sensations...will this be my life going forward, the risks i accepted at the start now sinking firmly in on the permanancy of it all. i look at the transplant area, it is still going to be a sparse area with a few follicles, maybe my expectations on this were way higher than they should have been. texta marks still present (too afraid to apply too much pressure or rubbing to the area) the scarring around the follicles exacerbating the visual impact of the area.

i have enough food to last the day (ravioli, eggs, a potatoe, a carrot, and some package sauce) but i am clearly going to need to go out and restock either tonight or tomorrow. I am going to need to face the world again.
Confidence before even with the scarline and the chin scar was ok, but now, the cogs turn in your head throwing doubt every which way. Its still just over a week before I fly back out, the extra week I chose to stay to be near the doctors if complications arose during recovery. hopefully the confidence will return even if it is just for a week. even just to get out and get fresh air.

You're doing fine :-)

It can only get better now.

I remember being in Bangkok 9 months ago in connection with my hairtransplantation and made use of a loose hat that worked wonders for me outside.

Big hug

Jannicke
Jannicke


HRT: Sep 2002-
Full time: Sep 2002
SRS: Dec 2004, Gunnar Krantz, Linkoping-Sweden
Labioplasty: Sep 2005, T.H. Bjark, Oslo-Norway
BA: Oct 2005, T.H.Bjark, Oslo-Norway
FFS, part 1: 25 th of June 2015, Dr Di Maggio, Buenos Aires-Argentina
Hairtransplant 1/2: 17.12.15/12.4.17 Dr D. Pathomvanich, Bangkok-Thailand
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Debra

hugs hang in there! I can imagine feeling like it was all for naught at such a point. I hope it improves.

i imagine I may be feeling like that for the first month or two after surgery, myself =/

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confused_very

thankyou all for your well wishes, its at times like this that knowing that someone is just there, listening (reading), acknowledging your thoughts, just being that sounding board to just let it out to have that relief point to pour out to. It really means a lot.

yesterday was week 2 after surgery (the primary one, not the hair implants)
Dr DiMaggio had another patient in the morning, I hope they are ok, I did pass on my contact details so they can also have a sympathetic ear for what they will be going through. Those memories of those first three days flood back and you hope they have someone to just reach out to when they need..
I see Dr DiMaggio in the late afternoon at the hospital. I assume it was after the new patient.
Ximena is there to support me, Dr Juan also is accompanying as well.
so all four of us are in this little consulting room.
Dr DiMaggio asks how it has been, its hard to answer because I don't know what sensations are normal, are abnormal, are permanent, are subsiding? He is a very optimistic person, always making you feel ok with the situation. They start to remove the stitches around my head and under my chin. This wasn't in the manual, I thought they were dissolvable and I wouldn't have to get them removed. But sure enough, the lost in translation, non dissolvable stitches proceeded to be cut out, Dr Juan doing the scalp ones, Dr DiMaggio the chin. there are a few tweaks of mild discomfort but ultimately anticlimactic. They ask if I like what I see, I can't answer. Again I don't know how much of my face is swelling and how much is actually normal now, I don't know what to answer. I still look in the mirror, I still see the bruising under my eyes which I think distorts my view, I still see a cheek and jaw line that looks puffy and ill defined. I say I can't answer, I need to wait some time for the swelling to subside, I just don't know.
They take photos of me without the stitches. Side profile and front on.
Dr DiMaggio shows the before and after's to me. side profile.
Taking into account I never took photos of myself before because I always hated looking at the photos,  I take the quickest of looks due to being self conscious. maybe a second or 2
It is stark there in front of me, the differences night and day, especially around my eyes. so much more open. the original image just drilling home to me why I needed this for myself. How come he can capture in a photo what I miss when I look in the mirror? Well that's not entirely fair, I don't miss it, I just focus on the things that are still healing and miss the overall macro level of what he has done for me.
He looks at me and asks me why I am worried, the expression on my face not one of joy. Have I really forgotten how to smile. The team are so up beat and positive towards me, it is infectious. He clears me and says I am free to go home (My actual home) if I want. I am here for another week though of course.
I ask Dr Juan about the stitches at the back of my head where the transplant donor site was, those stitches still need to be in there for at least another 2 weeks (when I am back home....so I need to find a GP/nurse at home to remove them).

So I make my way back to the apartment and look in the mirror again when I get home. I still struggle to see the final result through what I assume/hope is still swelling and bruising....BUT....this time I smile at the image reflected back at me something for some reason I haven't done when looking in the mirror while being here. It makes all the difference, finally I see a more positive person looking back at me. through the red eyes, the bulky jaw, the hairline of implants, they all fade for a moment as the smile penetrates back. Maybe this will all work out ok.
And with newfound emotional strength to venture outside, the next week holds more wonders of exploration of a glorious city.
I'm going to make it, i can see an end in sight...well a 30+ hour plane flight but same thing.
I have to be careful with my money as I really didn't come with enough to enjoy this city as a holiday destination, I treated it as going for a specific cause with any enjoyment to be had as a bonus, that was short sighted. This last week I need to make the most of this once in a lifetime opportunity, who knows if I will be able to afford to come back again as a holiday destination. For what I have scrimped since being here, hopefully I can enjoy the flavours of this city a little more in this final week (no matter how unhealthy they appear to be). Rice, pasta, vegetables, eggs and yoghurt have served me well up to now, but hopefully there is a little now in the kitty to try something more substantial.
hopefully i can smile now.


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Rhonda Lynn

You have reason to smile now! What a difference to go from not wanting to look at your own image to looking at it and smiling at the person you see. And that is going to get even better as you heal!

Hugs!!



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Debra

QuoteBUT....this time I smile at the image reflected back at me something for some reason I haven't done when looking in the mirror while being here. It makes all the difference, finally I see a more positive person looking back at me. through the red eyes, the bulky jaw, the hairline of implants, they all fade for a moment as the smile penetrates back. Maybe this will all work out ok.

Brought tears to my eyes. Hope you continue to heal and smile! <3

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confused_very

well yesterday (friday 23 september 2016) was the last visit from DrMDM. Everything apparently appears to be healing ok and they have confirmed swelling still exists in my lower jaw, but even since monday when i last saw them, everything is still changing on a daiily basis, the swelling continues to subside from places, the bruising gradually fading into nothingness.
He reminds me to live my life, to not focus on this aspect anymore (well at least not to this extent), to let time do its thing with the healing and to occupy my mind with many other thoughts. And of course they want to stay in touch and see how i am progressing with pictures.
So as the final days of this part of the journey come to a close, i can look back and know that i made it, and it was (hopefully) all worth it.
I will see Ximena one last time on Monday and then back home to Adelaide (I must say the whole communication from everyone over this time has been just wonderful, i never felt i had been just forgotten about at all).
I'm down to the last few pesos but i wanted to get a little yerba mate pot to bring back as a souvenir (because you know, looking in the mirror every day wasn't enough of a reminder of this leg of the neverending story/voyage).
hopefully sleep will return also at some stage, i really miss it.

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KarmaGirl

Quote from: confused_very on September 24, 2016, 12:33:32 PM
well yesterday (friday 23 september 2016) was the last visit from DrMDM. Everything apparently appears to be healing ok and they have confirmed swelling still exists in my lower jaw, but even since monday when i last saw them, everything is still changing on a daiily basis, the swelling continues to subside from places, the bruising gradually fading into nothingness.
He reminds me to live my life, to not focus on this aspect anymore (well at least not to this extent), to let time do its thing with the healing and to occupy my mind with many other thoughts. And of course they want to stay in touch and see how i am progressing with pictures.
So as the final days of this part of the journey come to a close, i can look back and know that i made it, and it was (hopefully) all worth it.
I will see Ximena one last time on Monday and then back home to Adelaide (I must say the whole communication from everyone over this time has been just wonderful, i never felt i had been just forgotten about at all).
I'm down to the last few pesos but i wanted to get a little yerba mate pot to bring back as a souvenir (because you know, looking in the mirror every day wasn't enough of a reminder of this leg of the neverending story/voyage).
hopefully sleep will return also at some stage, i really miss it.


Honestly, I know exactly how you feel. Just remember that we all heal differently and this takes around 6 to 8months even a year to see the final results.  I'm barely seeing it all come together and I had my ops back in May! So be patient, and take care of yourself.   I know, it's frustrating to NOT see it the way you want it to right away.  There were days when I was thinking God I hope I look better tomorrow.  I don't "SEE" her yet. 

You are so sweet exchanging info with other patients !  It helps to have someone to talk to that has been in the same place.  As they say "Pay it forward".

If you need an ear to talk to I'm here for you too.

HUGS and HEALING!
KG

p.s. Say Hi to Ximena for me!
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Thanks KarmaGirl  for the wishes.
I have been taking photos of certain parts of my face to get an idea of what is changing. I think once I get some sleep and the blackness under my eyes go away then it will really help. And as for my jaw, I just have to be patient, I can feel the bloatedness of it when I open my mouth (and the stitches in my gums...although they are beginning to  disappear now).
The funny tingly sensation through the left side of my lower lip is a learning experience, as is plucking eyebrows when you can't really fully feel the skin underneath the tweezers.

Interestingly I still haven't sneezed this whole time I have been here which is a little unfortunate as I still don't know if the pressure generated from sneezing will cause issues for me when I eventually do (i am one that tries to hold them back rather than just letting loose). I am sure when I return to my cats I will find out soon enough (one of them started limping last week but my parents took them to the vet and they were all ok after some anti inflammatories.....but that's a little off topic)

I could let Ximena know that you said hi but would they have any idea who KarmaGirl was or would they have you on their records as someone else? I need to try some of their delicious looking cakes and tortes today with my last 150 pesos. Hopefully there are no hidden costs when I get to the airport (Gosh I hope there are some scales at the airport as well to make sure I am under my limits). Their driver will take me back tomorrow to complete the circle of their quite wonderful service.
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