Honestly I'm terrified, and I've been having doubts too... but I know this is the only path for me, and the sooner I get it the less I'll have to suffer. I'll never have kids of my own (I've never been able to afford to freeze material) and that's heartbreaking for me, but I've been fighting for this surgery for so long, the thought of delaying it again is unbearable to me 🙁