Knowing you are trans and living, breathing, and being trans are two different things. What you think and how you feel today about a lot of things are very likely to change. As you learn what it is like to actually be the real you. A you that you are just barely beginning to lean who she is.
GCS was never on my "Must Have" list. For the most part I never had and do not have genital dysphoria. In fact, the dangly bits and I have had some great times together. Over these past seven years of learning just who I am as a person, the desire, the need to feel, and actually be ever more authentic has also grown. To experience the shear joy of being out in the real world as the real me. The real world is as imperfect as the real me is. Yesterday, GCS, just as HRT, just as yet another transition wasn't even on my radar. But as I finally began to grow as a person HRT and a possible transition eventually appeared on the horizon. A "Possible" transition in order to feel, to be more authentic. Will feeling, being, more authentic include GCS in the future also? Well, not also as possible GCS has come into play. But like a possible transition, all aspects of my life need to be kept in balance