Hi Everyone, My name is Jaycee but my real name is Jason and I am a Transgender woman but live FT as a male and have struggled with really knowing who and what I was from a very early age. I guess I could probably be labeled more gender fluid than transgender since I sill live FT as a man but my soul yearns to be a female so badly.

I am gay and attracted to men and even if I did transition and had surgery I still would be very much attracted to men. I enjoy being passive and very submissive to men, I dream of being a housewife and taking care of my man at home and in the bedroom in whatever way he wants. I want to be the weaker sex to men. I love everything female except that I am not attracted to them sexually.

I dream of having nice plump breasts and the contours of a female. I would die to have female problems like pms and all those fun things they get to deal with, child birth would be amazing to give birth to my own child. I want so badly to be a female.

Welcome to Susan's Place. The term transgender covers a large number of gender identities and gender fluid would be among them. Gender fluid means you identify as both genders switching between them. If your desire to be a woman is constant, then gender fluid would not apply and you would better fit under a different description. It appears that you are fairly new to exploring this so I am going to give you a couple of additional links that might prove useful to you. The first is our WIKI where you will learn about the many descriptions that fall under the term transgender. As you express an interest in a full transition, "the transition channel" which discusses transsexualism may be of interest to you. If you have additional questions feel free to post them on this thread and we will do our best to answer them.

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Hi Jaycee 

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Welcome Jaycee

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Quote from: JayceeTG on October 19, 2016, 06:10:52 PM
Hi Everyone, My name is Jaycee but my real name is Jason and I am a Transgender woman but live FT as a male and have struggled with really knowing who and what I was from a very early age. I guess I could probably be labeled more gender fluid than transgender since I sill live FT as a man but my soul yearns to be a female so badly.

I am gay and attracted to men and even if I did transition and had surgery I still would be very much attracted to men. I enjoy being passive and very submissive to men, I dream of being a housewife and taking care of my man at home and in the bedroom in whatever way he wants. I want to be the weaker sex to men. I love everything female except that I am not attracted to them sexually.

I dream of having nice plump breasts and the contours of a female. I would die to have female problems like pms and all those fun things they get to deal with, child birth would be amazing to give birth to my own child. I want so badly to be a female.

Hi and welcome on the forums!

Don't worry about labels and such, it's all about what you want in the end. Sure you can be transgender, or gender non-conforming, or genderfluid or whatever

Take your time and let it all in, many of us have been where you are now. Some of us are still living happily as genderqueers (OMG another word ), and others have transitioned completely. Just listen to your heart and take the time to figure it out, in the end it's your story and nobody elses. You should be happy in your own skin, whether that be male, female or somewhere in between.

Happy posting!