Thank you KarmaGirl and others above. I love the support on here. Wow. x
Okay, exactly two weeks since I came out of theatre and what do I feel?
I stood in front of the mirror this afternoon and had a big smile. I do think Dr Sutin has done a stunning job. I particularly like the fact I look feminine without makeup, at least so I think and so does my good friend.
On the downside, the post-surgery experience has been pretty tough. Apart from the 'normal' FFS mauling, I found the triple whammy really difficult: DVT, chest infection and left side site wound infection. I was pretty ill a few days ago. They're all under control now. I caught the DVT very early and they zapped it with heparin. The chest and other infection are gradually coming under control thanks to strong antibiotics.
I have some feeling returning but large swathes of my face remain numb, especially down the sides and on top. The tip of my nose is also very tender still (stunning job by Dr Sutin on my nose imho).
I do think the result is fantastic. I'm over the moon and I promise some more pictures will come when I've had the stitches out on Monday. I'll continue updating for a few weeks and then I'll do a proper review of the whole process once healing is complete, with before and after pics.
Just before my FFS I went public with my transitioning. I have a minor profile in the UK so I thought it was the right time. That means I have no issues about publishing my photos online. In fact, my agency have updated things and my wikipedia entry is now altered too
The support on here has been fantastic. It makes such a big difference. I still somehow managed to walk into this a bit blind and had little idea of the hammering I would take. I'm not sure I'd have gone ahead if I'd known. But then I look in the mirror ... and smile

xx