its been awhile hasnt it. I'm doing well, a little more brighter than last time so i'm making a little more progress. I guess you can say i learned to accept who i am and i'm making strides to achieve something. because of current situations, i've determined i should reconnect to the community although i still have my reservations and do what i can to support those who need it, and no, i wont be pessimistic though i will give the true constructive criticism. well thats all i guess.

Welcome back and for now, just work on getting better yourself. Contribute when you can and when you are comfortable and that will be sufficient. We have hundreds of people posting so don't feel the need to do more than you are able to.