Hi guys

I am a 20 year old trans, transitioned at 18, initially with no support at all from my family. I worked, volunteerrd to get through everything. Howevet, my patents accepted when I finally changed my name and now I am a nyrsing student.

Even though everyone tells me I pass and they could never tell (have a high voice, femme manneirisms and petite body)  I always doubt it a little. Not anymore. But then most people tell me I am super pretty, even though I don't feel so most days and even really ugly sometimes. I find the need to check myself in mirrors and reflections all the time,  I swear I am trying to avoid it but it's really hard not to.

I have difficulty with men and dating because I do not feel at ease and that most men seem to just want to get to my pants. I actually haven't dated any man to the point of telling him. And also due to not having SRS.

this is me

Have any reccommendations? Do not know what to do and how to feel more at ease

I thought I was viewing pictures of a CIS woman when I clicked on the link so I went back and reviewed your post incase I missed something. You are attractive and I can understand why men are drawn to you. If you have difficulty accepting this, I suggest that you have some therapy to deal with self acceptance. Even in the CIS community, men and women have difficulties with self worth so therapist are aware of it and know how to deal with it.