Before top surgery, I was super worried about my nipples not sticking out. Now, I'd honestly rather them be flat than look how they do right now. They do stick out, but not in the way a normal nipple does with just one little bump. Mine are kind of just lumpy all over, I don't even know how to describe it. It's certainly unlike any other nipples I've seen, trans or cis.
The worst part is, I have no idea what I'm supposed to do about it. As far as I'm concerned, it's not really something that can be revised. I'm seriously considering just getting them removed, but I wish I had made that decision before my surgery because I already have enough scars. But the thing is, I do want to have nipples. Just not mine. Has anyone else struggled with this? Any advice?