it seams some times that when you try to put out the best laid out planes . something is bound to go
worng some where at some point. at lest for me any way
. and to give you a idea so you get the
as to as where and why part of this story. we just had a blizzard come past our area . and its cold and all
that too. iam waiting to stay in the nice warm house today .and so needless to say . the nabors next to
where i rent . have there snow removel guy come and clean out there place . well this being a new guy
doing the job
take and puts a lod of snow in my drive way . and leaves it like its noting. and this is
the good part of it all. the phone rings and its my brother. and right this point and time . iam feeling
um very moody and very
so any ways my brother is like whats up iam like you
dont want to know . i dont think you under stand at all. and my brother being older then me by 20 yrs
is like oh i got some stuff that could fix that for you . and iam like no that ant going to fix this at all by a
long shot . ::)and he is like oh yea this will take the wind right out of your sails. again iam no it wont!
he is like what is brothering you . thats when it happens out of the blue i cut loose with everything i got
and all that
. and he is like majorly wow wtf is that all about. well so then i told him about everything
over a half hour phone call. and i do mean everything. and so after the half hour talk.he is like iam ok
with evrything.everything np for the most part . so at lest i have one family member that now knows
about me/ debbie. now i just have the rest of the family to tell and deal with . which i got a idea as to
how they will take it . but iam gonna hope for the best. yet not be to surpized by any means if they dont
want to have noting to do with me after this. but i do know now iam /debbie is out. this fair . iam going to
fight tooth and nail to stay out no matter what .
btw sorry it is a long post to read . i just want to
give you all the whole story here
