If you're scared of people recognizing you, make-up can do wonders! YouTube has so many good tutorials on contouring and how to do cut creases (which change a persons appearance so much!) Wigs can help too, but get a realistic one from a place like lockshopwigs, amazon, or rockstar wigs (they don't need to be pricy, just believable [emoji6]).  Here are some trans women with good tutorials on feminizing your features with makeup!
Stef Sanjati:


Maya:

BeautyWithTrinity:

Elena Genevinne:

PatrickStarrr (he isn't trans):

PRINCESSJOULES:

MilesJaiProductions:

My favorites out of all of these are PRINCESSJOULES and Stef Sanjati who also post about their transition!

How to contour: (lighter skin)
(darker skin)

How to do a cut crease:
(nonhooded eyes)
(hooded eyes)

I hope these videos help you or my comment did!



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Princess joules has a ton of other great videos too! (I thought that one was a little funny and silly )


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Wanting you to prove your womanhood to her is degrading and abusive. When I say your shrink is terrible I'm not saying it casually.

It's only been a while since I took that pill and it's working wonders. The bad thoughts are going away and my mind isn't constantly going in negative circles... For now o.o
Those videos aren't loading for me, I'm going to try it in another browser.

Edit: My mood and emotional state are still climbing upwards. Also, the psychologist just said... after six months... that she has no clue what she's doing and that I need someone who does.

Quote from: Xirafel on February 19, 2017, 07:24:06 AM
It's only been a while since I took that pill and it's working wonders. The bad thoughts are going away and my mind isn't constantly going in negative circles... For now o.o
Those videos aren't loading for me, I'm going to try it in another browser.

Edit: My mood and emotional state are still climbing upwards. Also, the psychologist just said... after six months... that she has no clue what she's doing and that I need someone who does.

Glad you are feeling are the up tick. Still suprised it took your Psycologist only decided now after 6 months she isnt of much help in this situation

So you have someone else who got you those pills? Do you have pills to cancel testosterone in your body as well as female hormones pills?

Just asking

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The pills to cancel testosterone *are* my female hormone pills. I think of it as matter and anti-matter o.o
So far, she's pushed me to someone who seems as useless as she is, but maybe he has contacts. Or not. Or maybe.

My mood drops off at the end of the day, I take the pill and it shoots up.

It's a change, hopefully for the better and not for the worse. Please keep me updated if something changes or new therapist shows up.

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Mm. I'm thinking of buying clothes, but that would take away from the money needed for pills.

I've been wearing the exact same sleeping dress for like six months, and I'm not allowed to wash clothes, so it's super dirty. And I'm always in my room away from the cold, hard world with it.

How are you not allowed to wash your clothes honey? 6 months?!

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Wash your clothing in the sink, like rinse them, and then hang them
In your closet or on your bed post to dry


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It's cleaner then not washing at all if you don't have a washing machine or access to one


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She doesn't want me to use the machine. Using the sink made the socks smell weird, and didn't actually wash out the filth.

Quote from: Xirafel on February 22, 2017, 01:15:40 AM
She doesn't want me to use the machine.

Maybe ideas...? I don't know if these will help at all (nor do I know your exact situation), they just popped into my head.
Hope it can help somewhat.
1) A laundromat (if close/accessible to you).
2) A friend or maybe a nice family member's laundry machine.
3) If you have a job, some places have washing machines to wash the worker's uniforms in. I used to work at a restaurant and sometimes people would just throw in an extra random shirt or two from their backpack to get cleaned as well. I would be a bit careful with this one and the rules of the place though.
4) Or as thewitchoforigins suggested, the sink is another option. I would also suggest a shower or tub maybe if the sink has some weird smell that won't leave. Or non-busy public restrooms with sinks could work.

Here's another: if you have more than one piece, change them on a daily basis, wearing one just one day at the time. It helped me a little bit when I didn't have access to washing machine. Not much though.

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