That the T would stop making my shoulders so bulky/muscular and instead would give me facial hair 

To think I used to cringe at needles. . .

Will the month of January ever freakin' end?

I don't want it to end... too many deadlines to meet...

Food food food [emoji9]


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I'm feeling really depressed. So, for some reason, I decided to put the words "suicide and ->-bleeped-<-" into a search. Just over 50% of the results were anti-trans related.

Wow. I didn't think that it was possible to feel any worse than I do right now.

Among other things, I am thinking about the human predisposition to desire, and even conspire, to have one's cake, and eat it, too...

Or, tangentially, why it seems that those most prone to declare themselves on a path toward revealing inner truth seem to employ the least amount on intellectual honesty on their journey...

Hmm.

Hospital food is just as bland and suckie now as it was before 

Quote from: V M on January 31, 2017, 09:40:11 PM
Hospital food is just as bland and suckie now as it was before 

LOL!!!!

The food at Brassard's was chef-prepared, that kinda stuff can spoil a gal!

Quote from: MissGendered on January 31, 2017, 10:06:38 PM
LOL!!!!

The food at Brassard's was chef-prepared, that kinda stuff can spoil a gal!

Right on, sounds tasty

I'll have to keep Brassard's in mind

Quote from: V M on January 31, 2017, 10:57:17 PM
Right on, sounds tasty

I'll have to keep Brassard's in mind

Three hot meals a day, plenty of snacks and beverages, 24/7 nursing care, cable, comfy beds, and beautiful Montréal for a backdrop. Not to mention amazing sensation and aesthetics post-op, and he is drop dead handsome, too! Plus, the exchange rate is very favorable if you are a US client...

Missy

I was thought to be a stillborn upon birth, sometimes I wish they would have left it at that rather than bringing me about

Bringing someone into this world is probably the cruelest thing anyone could ever do to another person

Quote from: V M on February 07, 2017, 02:42:30 AM
I was thought to be a stillborn upon birth, sometimes I wish they would have left it at that rather than bringing me about

Bringing someone into this world is probably the cruelest thing anyone could ever do to another person

((HUGS))

The cruelest thing is actually to take a newborn baby girl from her mother and begin mutilating her lady parts and sterilizing her, if'n ya ask me. But hey, I am biased that way, lol..

Still, life goes on, and now I can bake lemon berry poppyseed cake to eat with my morning coffee, so all is well that ends well!

I'm thinking I think too much.

Tired [emoji42] of hearing the voices in my head
God mental illness sucks [emoji37]


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You would think that I would know better. I've been on spironolactone for two and a half years.

I started full time working with TBI patients at the beginning of January. I go to their homes and spend between two and five hours with them. Often I see two clients per day and often drive 90 minutes or more to and from each session. This can take me through areas where bathrooms are few and far between. Consequently I've cut back on my water intake. Last night it caught up with me.

I fell asleep reading and woke up two hours later. I got up to get undressed and pee before officially going to sleep for the night. Due to dehydration I was dizzy, disoriented, and both calves were cramping so badly that my left foot was twisted to the left. I collapsed to the floor, crying loudly.

Randi asked me if I was alright. In a small voice I told her  "no". She put me into her own bed with her, massaged my calves with arnica and made me drink a tall glass of water then got me another to sip through the night.

If she was not here I would have laid there on the floor until the symptoms eased and they probably would not have eased without water which was nowhere in reach. If I lived alone and with the independence of my job it's likely no one would have found me. I could have died!

If you're on spiro, drink plenty of water. You might embarrass yourself by peeing your pants but you'll be alive to be embarrassed.

Just saw a website with knitting patterns for falsies. They call them ""knitted knockers".

Quote from: Dee Marshall on February 22, 2017, 02:42:37 PM
Just saw a website with knitting patterns for falsies. They call them ""knitted knockers".

HA HA HA  coffee everywhere....

I just want to live the rest of my life as myself. no lies or pretending.  You would think that wouldn't hurt anyone...you'd think so anyway.