I'm skiing this week. It is nice. My sis said I look like a guy with all the equipment on. That must mean I move like a guy. Because everyone looks the same in the down hill race.

I have tripped twice and my leg is bruised.

Today is last day in the slopes. Then back to normal life again. It's been nice to forget everyday problems for a week.

I have not told my sis yet. But if I get a chance to be alone with her I will.

Glad you had fun Toni!

I feel like you are so ready to open yourself up to the world, that the time has truly come. The way you already seem to hold yourself and present yourself tells me that you will find a lot of acceptance among your friends and family, and that makes me glad. You are already such a man that they already kind of see you as one; I think it was a softer blow for my family too, cus I've always been a bit feminine..

Of course do things at your own pace, no need diving head first into this.

I feel so ready. But at the same time so scared. Not scared of being rejected. I know I won't. I am afraid of the change this makes to my whole life.

Being scared is part and parcel about this journey. Baby steps <3