Hi Denise,
I'm Jeanette, I'm 64 and started HRT last December.
I want to welcome you to Susan's Place also. Come on in, take a seat, put your feet up. in other words get comfortable. Read some posts, make some comments, ask your questions, get to know us as we get to know you.
Can I ever understand that feeling of running out of time. I've spent my time in hospitals due to cancer. Them doctors have told me I am going to die 3 times now. Heck the last time I was in the hospital they tried to kill me themselves. I felt they almost did it too before I called the treatments off. I had had enough. I did better than their other two patients that had this treatment before me that year. They didn't need to resuscitate me. It was rough.
Time definitely played a part in my wanting to transition.
You know around here you will hear over and over again, "Talk to your doctor", " a doctors needs to monitor your levels so they can treat you properly with HRT meds", "Get a gender therapist, they can help you with those hard decisions and help guide you on your journey" This last one is the one I am currently working on getting an appointment for. I have the doctor, my levels are being monitored, I'm on my HRT meds. All sage advice.
I know you're in a hurry but I urge you to do it right. It will pay dividends in the long run.
Well anyway I'm glad you're here and hope to hear more from you as you trod along this bumpy road with us.
Hugs,
Jeanette