Heey everyone! I made this long post like last week were I said I wouldnt be on this site much these days and i will still probably be absent more often then normal but just so many good developments have been happening latley and I am unsure where else to blabber on about the positivity
!! First, i have decided that when I make my move to Manitoba I want the real me to totally kick in, so I already have therapists waiting for me, and I have reached to an LGBT group
!! 2, i have been getting gendered correctly for the what seems to be so un-normal. Usurally, I get odd looks and often referred to as ''he'' which kills the ego and soul. However, i have been gendered correctly TWICE in the last two days
!! I could understand today as I did my hair, got good make-up on and had my good clothes on. Mama and I were walking out the door from Walmart and the greeter who looked into our bags (the alarm went off but all the good were paid for, hate when that happens) said ''have a good day ladies''.. I was cheerful
. Yestarday was a suprise tho, I was wearing my regular grocery store uniform so of course I am used to being misgendered or appearing androgynous at best. However, working in the bakery (a great job I will miss when i leave by the way) we give out cookies to the little ones, and one of the mothers said something lto her child like ''Did you thank her?'' I was so overwhemled. It felt too good. The thing is, these people were calling me female and it didnt even seemed forced out of their mouths either. it was so nice
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Update on the move: The walls are being re-painted, my mom and step dad are due to be flying west to Manitoba to look at houses I beleive sometime in May for our move in July. I have been pondering going to College but the good new is the city where I will be living has a lot of factory jobs still. Shall apply
Love ya all <3- Ashley!
