Oh thanks, Elis, perhaps I will order one of them then. I'm still angry at the waste of money this was... I am stuck between not quite wanting to wear it but also not wanting to send it back because now I know how I look in it I'm frustrated by the idea of wearing the only other bras I have that really support me, which also make my boobs stick out loads. Also, I thought this was the perfect product because in life I am identifying as female and am seeing this more as a presentation thing so I liked the idea of sth that didn't look explicitly like a binder, because I don't want another LGBT friend awkwardly trying to talk to me about me being trans, my mum being any more weirded out by me than she is... etc.
Thanks, haeden, glad to hear from someone who's actually tried it. I didn't find it particularly hard to put on, but it causes lingering aches once I take it off. I definitely don't think it would bind as well as a full on binder I was just trying to be a bit half-way-house. I'm not trying to pass so it doesn't scare me that my chest isn't board-flat in it. I'm just trying to not get that moment where I walk past reflective surfaces and see the defined shape of my torso in my man clothes and think I look like a circus clown.
I was hoping that the sports bra would be less intense so I didn't feel like I was sentencing my boobs to death, since I am quite fine with them when in my house, barely dressed, no expectations... If I really want to retain that and not have a) baggy breasts b) surgery, I might have to go for a less bindy sports bra I guess... urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh