Hi Newbie1993
I'm Jeanette. 64, MtF, on HRT since December and unofficial greeter,
Welcome to Susan's Place. Come in. come on in I say. We don't bite (well most of us don't) have a seat, just pick a spot and alight. Drink? We have coffee, tea, or m... no,no coffee, tea, soda or water. Relax get comfy maybe read a few posts in the forums. Comment on a few if you want.
First thing you'll want to do is have a moderator (they try to help too) change that awful nom de plume of yours to a real moniker you like. Just figure out what you want us to call you and let a moderator know and they can fix it for you.
Dating huh? romantic entanglements? Yeah I had a few, but I lost more from not doing anything than I won over with my masculine charms. I just wasn't aggressive in the pursuit. I thought I respected them and treated them like wonderful creatures. And they were too, problem was I wanted to be them more than i wanted them.

Of course I didn't really realize that at the time. But I don't think that helps you much.
Don't worry there are a lot of us here and I am sure others will step up to give you better answers and understanding than I can.
Hugs,
Jeanette