Through the past few weeks i've been going back and forth, wanting to do this, wanting to give up and trying my hardest to come up with solutions to my problems.
And then i hear word of an opportunity that makes me want to drop everything without hesitation and go for it.
But guess what? The decision is not up to me and i'm going insane waiting for that amber light to turn bright green. So full of anticipation and wondering just how much luck i've got on my side to be able to get over this hurdle.
It's driving me insane. So the least i can do is hope and pray right now and ask people to send me as many good luck vibes as they are insanely capable of.
Because there's nothing in this world i want more.