I just started my awakening after a long search.

I am just trying to settle into my new role as and androgyne as opposed to the fake(?) male I have been all my life. For 35 years I have abused my feminine side by keeping it quiet to try and fit in. I finally decided to let it out for the first time and the genie will not go back into the bottle quietly now. It is both refreshing and scary as hell. My mind is a blur and while I now know that I am on the right path, my mind is going nuts.

I have no plans to drastically change my looks, but some minor things. I have been allowing my mannerisms to relax and done some work on my hair. Check the androgyne section for that if you are interested. My desired changes may become more drastic as I adjust and become more comfortable with all of it.

I am an independent I.T. consultant, successful I guess you could say. In my previous life I was an an auto mechanic and also did a stint in the Air Force where I was an aircraft mechanic. I got into the computer industry while there. Yes, it is an odd jump and a long story, one I am not willing/able to share though.

This place is amazing, I only wish I had found it a long time ago.
It will take a long to adjust due to hiding for so long.

hello sd welcome to susans. theres lots of great people here

Hello SD and welcome to Susan's!

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tink

Hello! Welcome!
I am Sara!
Enjoy your stay!

Sara

Hi S,  You don't mind if I call you , S, do you?   

Welcome,

we need more recruits, I mean, androgynes, here.


I think I've seen you around already.  Have fun.  See you around some more,


Rebis

Thanks for the warm welcome. 

Rebis, I have answered to so many names in my life (various reasons), S is just fine.

Quote from: sd on February 09, 2008, 09:27:43 PM
Thanks for the warm welcome. 

Rebis, I have answered to so many names in my life (various reasons), S is just fine.

Hi and welcome sd, 

I hope all those names you were called were flattering.   

buttercup 

Quote from: sd on February 04, 2008, 03:01:32 AM
I just started my awakening after a long search.

I am just trying to settle into my new role as and androgyne as opposed to the fake(?) male I have been all my life. For 35 years I have abused my feminine side by keeping it quiet to try and fit in. I finally decided to let it out for the first time and the genie will not go back into the bottle quietly now. It is both refreshing and scary as hell. My mind is a blur and while I now know that I am on the right path, my mind is going nuts.

I have no plans to drastically change my looks, but some minor things. I have been allowing my mannerisms to relax and done some work on my hair. Check the androgyne section for that if you are interested. My desired changes may become more drastic as I adjust and become more comfortable with all of it.

I am an independent I.T. consultant, successful I guess you could say. In my previous life I was an an auto mechanic and also did a stint in the Air Force where I was an aircraft mechanic. I got into the computer industry while there. Yes, it is an odd jump and a long story, one I am not willing/able to share though.

This place is amazing, I only wish I had found it a long time ago.
It will take a long to adjust due to hiding for so long.

Hi I am new too. I know what you mean about abusing your feminine side. I tried letting mine out a few years ago living part time only as male for work only. It is a feeling that will not go away. If it is your true self you will not be happy until you express it.