My alter ego is Morgan Jones. In a week I will be 69. I am married to a wonderful woman, but an woman who does not know about Morgan. I am telling this story in hopes that someone can give me some positive advice.

I joke that I was a cross dresser from an early age in that my mother had me christened in a dress, and that she wanted a girl so she sometimes dressed me as a girl. In my early teen years, I would sometimes try on her pantyhose.  I have continued to do so sporadically since.

My main problem is that I have an active mental libido. By that I mean that I think about sex almost constantly, either by visiting porn sites or by taking advantage of voyeuristic opportunities in real life. My wife and I only have sex a few times a year, and I do not masturbate often.   I do not like what I am doing! I believe that I have a high t-count, and I feel as if I could lower the t-count I would be happier.

Does anyone have any thoughts?

Thank you.

Hi Morgan

  I'm Laurie, I'm 64 mtf and on HRT. Welcome to Susan's Place.

   With the little bit of information you give us I'm not sure that anyone here can give you the advice you ask for except maybe for you to see a therapist to help you figure out what it is you are needing help with. If it is the high libido I am sure there are medications you GP could proscribe for you. If it is a gender issue then a therapist should be able to help you.
  You are welcome to hang out here and peruse the forum and the information found by clicking on the links above. I suggest the Wiki link as a place to start.

   I hope you enjoy your visit and find something to help with what you are looking for.

Hugs,
    Laurie

Welcome to Susan's Place. Part of the HRT package is a drug that lowers T and along with that, it can lower libido. It's possible to adjust the dosage to lower or effectively block testosterone levels. It would require regular blood test to determine the dosage that produces the desired results. Estrogen would be added to the package if testosterone is totally eliminated for bone health and other physical reason. Your wife would need to be aware of this as testosterone blockers alone can cause some body feminization.

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Thank you for the information Dena.

Hi Morgan 

Welcome to Susan's Place    Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

Hugs

V M