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Not feeling like a puppeteer

Started by Zquence, May 28, 2017, 12:38:03 AM

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Zquence

I have always felt like my body is just a puppet, my skin, my shapes, my movements never felt natural like it is me. I was wonder does this feeling lessen as I continue down this path.

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kat69

Yes I believe it will lessen as you transition.  My body feels more real since starting to be me...each step I take brings me one step closer to alignment.   I believe the disassociation you feel is the misalignment between your internal and external identities. 
Therapy - December 2015
Out to Family - 15 September 2016
Start of Transition - 28 October 2016
Full Time - 2 November 2016
HRT - 23 November 2016
GCS - 30 April 2018 (Dr Brassard)



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Tessa James

That feeling has vanished for me and it was not till I accepted myself as transgender and gave up the "man act" that I recognized how much work I was putting in to modifying my behavior. 

I would hope you will continue to feel more authentically yourself with better alignment going forward.  Keep it up!
Open, out and evolving queer trans person forever with HRT support since March 13, 2013
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