Hi Rebis my friend
I am really grateful for all of you in the Androgyne group for helping me a while back and I just wanted to say that if you need to share with someone, I am open to listening if nothing else.

Love and healing light

Cindy

Quote from: Rebis on February 08, 2008, 01:35:58 PM


I just want to cry.

Hugs for Rebis!!! And flowers!  I hope you feel better soon!!!

As far as dysphoria goes, I don't care about my sex at all, though being female is more practical because I want to have kids and I like men (I DO NOT understand or get along with women...I can at least relate to men on some level...I don't know that I've ever had a normal relationship with a woman, friend or family...I seem to be a magnet for psychotic women...).  I would just like to look completely androgynous, not exactly female, but not exactly male.  Somewhere in between...Actually, I really like the way Kathrine Moenning looks on the L Word...she plays Shane.  I would like to look like her.  I look female.  My face and body are pretty girly. 

I don't get the L Word channel.  If I did, I don't think I could watch it because it would hurt seeing people who look the way I yearn to look.



Signed,

Desperate in Havanna

Quote from: Rebis on February 12, 2008, 10:16:17 AM

I don't get the L Word channel.  If I did, I don't think I could watch it because it would hurt seeing people who look the way I yearn to look.



Signed,

Desperate in Havanna

Oh, my beloved Reebs. I don't have the words.

Ah Rebis me old china, who ever truly knows themselves...the eternal mystery of being androgyne can be a real drag...Even if you don't find your answers I hope you find your peace.

My own yearning is very undefined. I have this concept that I should be this sensual feminine creature but I don't want to be a woman. I'm happy with the boy bits, don't even mind being a bit hairy (apart from facial hair that is), but would love the curves of a woman to move as they do. Perhaps all we really want is to be angels.

Nicole
xx

Yeah.  Angels.

Angels with hairy wings.     

Quote from: Rebis on February 12, 2008, 10:22:33 PM

Yeah.  Angels.

Angels with hairy wings.     

then we could fly...and possibly shed.  i'd like to be an angel...I could be all glowy.

glowy & non-gendered and beautiful.

I'm not much for angels. I'd prefer to be a fairy. Or more accurately, a fae. A satyr might be fun too, I would look good with horns.

I like fairies to.

Angels





Or Fairies





Have a wonderful day 

Cindy

Well, there is the angelic kind then there is the more gritty kind of (fallen?) angel, I'm not sure what I prefer:

I prefer Alan Rickman.

Katherine Moennig, hey I would mind looking like her myself.



Cindy

Posted on: February 20, 2008, 09:06:44 PM

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Alan Rickman. Huba huba beutiful.



Cindy

I'd dig looking like Shane too..

and Alan Rickman's voice is just hot

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Quote from: Alison on February 20, 2008, 11:14:59 PM
I'd dig looking like Shane too..

and Alan Rickman's voice is just hot

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I must say I also find his voice quite enchanting.  And I love that surly attitude he has in Dogma.     I love Alan Rickman. 

Quote from: Jaimey on February 21, 2008, 02:33:28 PM

Quote from: Alison on February 20, 2008, 11:14:59 PM
I'd dig looking like Shane too..

and Alan Rickman's voice is just hot

>.>
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I must say I also find his voice quite enchanting.  And I love that surly attitude he has in Dogma.     I love Alan Rickman. 

Die hard is where I first realized how cool he is. I guess he also played Tybalt at some point, which would have been great to see (although Mercutio is still my favorite).

Quote from: Jaimey on February 20, 2008, 08:10:45 PM
I prefer Alan Rickman.

I second that.

I also kind of liked John Travoltas angel in the movie Michael...

Quote from: Kir on February 21, 2008, 04:51:00 PM
I guess he also played Tybalt at some point, which would have been great to see (although Mercutio is still my favorite).

*gasp*  I would love to see him do Shakespeare!  (Mercutio is my favorite too!)

I have really intense gender dysphoria.  I plan on getting an SRS, but I don't want to live as a woman.  I say I'm genderqueer, I'm neutrois, I'm an androgyne, they all apply to me in their own way.  But I don't consider myself as having a gender on the binary.

so, Sex: female
Gender: none.

if that makes sense.