Oh, I didnt realize it was brutal. My surgeon used what I thought was one, to look inside my vagina.. it didnt seem to hurt.. or perhaps i was still very numb from surgery.
I can see a problem that inserting the dilator reopens granulated tissue, or at least very white damaged tissue, causing pain and bleeding.
My idea with the speculum is that it can be used to open the vagina, easily place the dilator inside, then remove the speculum. So that there is no friction on wounded tissue.
Still a bad idea ?