From last week I have been having my penis paining. It feels like the erectile tissue and it is a dull pain with sharp pains now and then. I don't have an idea what this can be or can it be from permanent tucking for a year and a half. I fear that injecting myself with battery acid or the numerous times I tried to castrate it as a teen might come back to haunt me and upset my chances of getting grs. They did chance me to spiro 3 weeks ago and I changed back to cyprotorone today. Has anyone experienced something like this?

A couple of weeks after starting combo (spiro + estradiol) I sometimes had testicular pain, but it last only a few days and spontaneously passed. So far, no penile pain. I don't know about the tucking as I never had to (too small to notice a bulge). Let you M.D. have a look, as it can also be something else, such as a prostatitis.

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I have pain there sometimes. I tuck all the time and my method is harsher than the method a lot if girls use but I like tight jeans and yoga pants and it works very well. When I have pain I just go to the bathroom and readjust and it goes away.
Julia

I see but I don't use a harsh tucking method just tight panties.

Can't help you there but I have to ask

Quote from: Amoré on July 05, 2017, 05:55:12 AM
that injecting myself with battery acid

What was that about? Just curious.

Quote from: Charlie Nicki on July 05, 2017, 11:07:15 AM
Can't help you there but I have to ask

What was that about? Just curious.

I was stupid and wanted them to cause damage to the penis so that they amputate it

Oh wow!

Sometimes when I tuck I get chafed skin. Also tucking seems to make the cowplers gland fluid run more so then pantiliners are a requirement.

I was pretty desperate as a teen to transition and my father didn't want to allow it because they believed it is a phase and it will go away once puberty is over. So I ended up trying to force them to make me a girl. So I tried mutilating my body part because I didn't want it there and wanted to be female.

Going to the doctor tomorrow because it is driving me insane and is starting to get worse

Quote from: Amoré on July 05, 2017, 11:09:01 AM
I was stupid and wanted them to cause damage to the penis so that they amputate it

Not stupid, Amoré... You made a bad decision because you were desperate. I considered performing a surgical orchiectomy on myself... I also considered injecting my testes with calcium chloride and alcohol to kill them... Nuts, hum? (Pun intended) See your doctor and let her examine you... Maybe it has nothing to do with that decision you took. I hope all will go fine with you. Big hug, Sarah

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Yeh Amore, I started thinking about / planning out self castration when I was 11. Thank goodness I didn't go through with it. I grew up on a farm and had assisted in castrating pigs and cattle. I knew where the new supplies were and thought about it several times. Assuming I hadn't bled myself out trying it I also wouldn't have my kids today.

Quote from: josie76 on July 05, 2017, 06:50:12 PM
Yeh Amore, I started thinking about / planning out self castration when I was 11. Thank goodness I didn't go through with it. I grew up on a farm and had assisted in castrating pigs and cattle. I knew where the new supplies were and thought about it several times. Assuming I hadn't bled myself out trying it I also wouldn't have my kids today.

Yeah that is the only thing that I am grateful for! My daughter and did I go through with transition after school or managed to castrate myself I would have not had her. I tried to live as a man and pushed on and I believe that she had to be in this world and that is the reason I took so long to transition. After she was born my dysphoria spiked immensely.
I did not try any funny stuff on my parts I know that I need them for grs and this is why I am stressed out about them hurting because I am maybe having grs in jan 2018. I want all to be okay

Went to the doctor after taking a urine test. His response is he doesn't see anything wrong and all he can do is give me pain meds. I took the meds and they are not helping much so going to give it a week and go to a specialist then. Because I don't know what this is and the doctor don't know either.

When are you experiencing the pain, all the time or only during specific activities? I definitely notice a touch of pain if I go a few days without giving myself attention. The penis can experience atrophy if it isn't being regularly used and when the skin & glans stretch out again it can be uncomfortable. I've also read about some people reporting physical pain in body parts that cause them feelings of dysphoria. Just things to consider.

I did get a urinary track infection at one point with all my tucking.
Ended up at the clinic which was awkward and unpleasant. Don't know
if this might be your problem.

Quote from: kathb31 on July 07, 2017, 02:13:59 PM
I did get a urinary track infection at one point with all my tucking.
Ended up at the clinic which was awkward and unpleasant. Don't know
if this might be your problem.

They did test for that but got nothing. What I realized is the front wall of my abdominal muscles just above that area is pretty sore. I don't know if they could have gone into spasm and is still in spasm and this can affect that area. I am thinking of getting a second opinion from another GP.

I've "tucked" pretty much my entire life. Like what else were you supposed to do with all that stuff? Wearing panties vs tidy-whities presented a slight problem with sometimes things slipping out of place and you don't even know it, until the pressure is relieved. Drop the panties and    It was never a penile pain, more testicular to groin/lower abdomen

Quote from: JoanneB on July 08, 2017, 07:36:47 AM
I've "tucked" pretty much my entire life. Like what else were you supposed to do with all that stuff? Wearing panties vs tidy-whities presented a slight problem with sometimes things slipping out of place and you don't even know it, until the pressure is relieved. Drop the panties and    It was never a penile pain, more testicular to groin/lower abdomen

Yeah I guess that is the best I can do for now. I hate the feeling of the thing beeing free and all It just feels so unnatural.