Finding this group. Having someone to finally talk to. I've research some  therapist to talk to, scared. I will try and get my first appointment next week. I'm so looking forward to Saturday. I get the house all to myself until Sunday and get to be me. I get short breath just thinking about it. I just want to take my time and enjoy the whole day.  I want to look into a hormone pill or supliment. I'm hope it will answer some questions for me. Is this a bad idea? If not anyone have any suggestions as to what I should try. I'm also open to any ideas on how I can enjoy my Saturday more. Thank you.